Its a new week and I am going to make this week count. Matthew didn’t go to work at 4am and let me sleep. He woke me up and asked me if I wanted to have sex. I said if you do. He didn’t seem happy with that. I said, I really enjoy our sexual intimacy time together. That didn’t seem to help. I said, do you want me to initiate sex? Matthew responded, No. Then he said, we should get ready for breakfast. I don’t know what he was looking for. If I knew I would have given it to him. He has made me so happy. I got up and turned to Matthew and said, if you tell me what you are looking for I would be glad to see you get it. I am very happy and want you to be happy also. He didn’t smile and didn’t say anything. I grinned, smiled and said, Well maybe you don’t know now but you should be very careful about running around naked in front of me. You know how breast feeding women have all these hormones can be. I could get these controllable urgers and can’t help myself. That got me a big smile from him. We got ready and went to breakfast with Matthew caring Hunter and I was caring the baby. As Matthew shut our door he looked at me and the baby. We took the elevator because we don’t want to be on the stairs with the kids. We got in the elevator and Matthew pressed ground. He turn to me and said, All my life I have watched people with happy families and wondered what it was like. I never believed I would have one and be happy and proud. You gave that to me. You granted my wish and I thankyou to the bottom of my heart. He kissed me on the head and the door opened. We went to breakfast. Matthew was really great. He kissed me and said I love you as he went to work. He came back for lunch and dinner. After dinner we went in the family room for the Sunday film for kids. We played with Hunter and sang songs from the film. It was just a really great evening and day. I was planning my day for tomorrow. Running, class, the gym, pumping breast milk, and lots of time with the kids. I was going to get everything down tomorrow. I had started doing experiments. Trying to tell when our food was coming and what it was. When a person was coming and when the kids were going in their diapers. The women wore perfume and the men wore deodorant. I was starting to attach smells to people and what they are doing. When I saw the person I could attach names. I didn’t know what I could do with this new ability yet but maybe I will find something to use it for. At bed time we all went to bed at the normal bed time. My life is like a fairly tale.