Monday Monday

After breakfast Matthew went to security to work. Mom and I sat around talking and laughing about some things we had seen on the TV then I told Mom I was going to go try out the track. I went to the track and started running. I was going good. I thought this isn’t going to last long because I hadn’t done any running for a long time. I don’t know if it was the extra oxygen to my brain or the fresh air but I thought I am going to push it and see how long it last. In security Carlson yelled at Matthew look at her go. Matthew said what? Carlson said on monitor 2. Your wife is on the track. Matthew looked at the monitor in surprise. He then took out his cell phone and called me. I pulled the phone out of my pocket and saw Matthew’s name. I stopped and had to catch my breath because I was about to stop anyway. I said, Hello. Matthew’s voice said are you ok? I said, Yes I am great, why do you ask? Matthew replied, Because I can see you running on the monitor. I said, Oh. The air was so great out here this morning I thought I would try the track. Just then a guy ran by. Matthew said, well if you need anything just call. I love you. I replied, I love you too. See you at lunch. We hung up. I looked up and saw a camera so I threw Matthew a kiss. I started running again but only got to the half way point and decided that it was enough of today. I didn’t see that guy who ran passed me again. He was going great guns and might have even finished before I gave up. I headed back to mom’s.

Tuesday morning I woke up about 2 am. Looked over at Matthew. There must have been all these hormones running around inside because when I looked at Matthew my body said I want that. It was so bad I think I was moaning because Matthew opened his eyes and gave me this strange look. Then he said what’s wrong? I took my index finger and pointed up. He smiled really big almost laughing. Then whispered go back to sleep. He checked the baby on his chest and looked at Hunter sleeping away between us. He then shut his eyes. In the morning I went out running again. I was beginning to get this invincible high from all the oxygen to my brain when that guy ran by again. I thought I have a lot of work to do. Mathew didn’t show at lunch. I had a small steak and a fruit plate and a big glass of milk. It tasted great. Matthew must be working very hard. I heard he had picked out his Dream Team. He added a new digital security person named Blade and was getting people jobs in town. I heard he wanted his people working all over town so they could find out about crime in the town. People working as teachers, police, at the post office, hospitals, the bakery and more. Matthew thought that way they could make the town safe to work in which would make us in the compound safe. Matthew didn’t come for lunch so when the time came I went to the gym. I worked really hard and long. I wanted to be healthier and more fit than ever before. Matthew showed up just as I was finishing with the machines. I asked if he wanted to go in the hot tube with me. He thought that was great. In the hot tube he kept rubbing up against me and kissing me. I told him he was a tease. He just kind of laughed at me. After the hot tub he gave me a great massage. Then we went to the shower. He rubbed the soap on my back and then on my breast. I rubbed the soap on his back and chest. After he rinsed off I started kissing his chest and down. Heading down south. He turned me around and put my hands on the chair. I turned around and said no, this way. He said I don’t want to hurt you. It hasn’t been that long. I said I will let you know if it hurts. He got in between my legs and with his hand on the inside of my thigh he raised my leg. He rubbed up against me several times and gave me some deep kisses. I think he was hesitant. My whole body was driving me crazy for his love making. Then he put himself inside me. It felt so good. I was moaning with ecstasy and let out an Oh God. My body had wanted him since early this morning and now I never wanted it to stop. I think he was enjoying it as much as me. Suddenly he was all over me kissing me. Rubbing my breast and going up and down. I was totally lost. If the building had blown up I wouldn’t have noticed it. Suddenly I came. I came so hard I think my eyes rolled back in my head and I think he came at the same time. He let out this moan. We were both still for a few minutes just enjoying what had just happened. After he pulled out he cleaned us both off with the water sprayer. After he turn the water off he dried me off with the towel. He then hugged me like he didn’t want to let me go. It felt so good. I had everything. A husband who loved me, kids, a nice home, and a really great mother in-law. I was on top of the world and I wasn’t going to let anything take that away from me again. At dinner I was starved. Skinless chicken, vegetables, fruit and another big glass of milk. At desert they gave me this great chocolate moose and I asked for another glass of milk. Matthew looked and me and I could see what he was thinking. I think he was thinking where is she putting all of this. After dinner Matthew gave me a really great kiss and went back to work. Mom, the kids and I went to the living room because they were supposed to have some more kid shows on and we thought Hunter might like it. You could see Wyatt was gaining weight and was looking really good. I think me being healthy was really helping him.

Wednesday The baby woke me up at 4:30am. Hunter was sound asleep. Wyatt sleeps so good on his dad’s chest. I think it is his dad’s heart beat. The kids are so good. They hardly cry and you can set a clock by Wyatt. Once I feed Wyatt and burped him he went back to sleep. I got dressed and told mom I was going running. I went to the track and decided I was really going to push it. I ran full out as fast and long as possible. Finally when I stopped I had my hands on my knees when along came that guy. He stopped this time and asked how I was doing. I said, Ok I just started running the other day. He said, My name is Jean. I looked at him and thought he looked like a young Jean-Claude Van Damme. Maybe 30 or 35. I said, my name is Angel. He said, Oh ya you are Matthew’s wife. I heard what happened to you. I want you to be reassured that as long as I am here nothing like that is ever going to happen to you again. Well, see you later and he took off. His running was amazing to watch. It was this beautiful effortless looking movement across the track. I had never seen anyone run like that. In a matter of seconds he was out of sight. I thought I hope to get good at running but I could never be that good. I started running again hoping to get as far as possible as I could before I had to go clean up for breakfast. I stopped when I went as far as I could. I went to Mom’s room and mom was holding the baby and Cindy was getting Hunter ready for breakfast. I took a quick shower and was ready to go. At breakfast they brought me this great omelet and lots of fruit. I also had a large glass of milk and a glass of orange. Matthew didn’t show and Hunter was upset. She didn’t want Cindy to feed her in her high chair she wanted Daddy. Breakfast tasted so good. I think it was due to the running. Mom, the kids, Cindy and I went to the Livingroom and then decided to go out to a table by the pool. I played with Hunter in the grass and mom rocked the baby. Hunter got tired and decided she need a nap so we took them back to Mom’s room. After I took care of the baby I told mom I wanted to go running again. I went out and started running. Wondering I if I could do better than this morning. I was trying to pace myself when Sean came by. He ran in front of me. Turned around running back wards and waved at me. I smiled and waved. He turned around and in a matter of seconds he was gone again. I wondered how long it took him to run like that or was he just born to run. At lunch I had this great chicken, vegetables and a smoothie. They were trying to make sure I was getting enough protein. The day was really good. The kitchen people were being so good to me. Mom and Cindy were helping take care of the kids. I spent a lot of time in the gym and it was going great. I got on the rower and didn’t want to get off. I spent any chance I could running and I was doing ok but then I just started. Matthew didn’t make it to meals and he was gone before I got up. I started feeling this loneliness. I really miss Matthew.

Thursday the baby again woke me around 4:30 am and Matthew was gone. I opened my eyes once last night and he was in bed but was now gone. I wondered if I was going to see him today. I heard Jean the runner was on Matthew’s Dream team of 5. After taking care of the baby I went outside to run. The air was cool and crisp. It felt really good. I was standing up high up from the track and looking between the buildings at the sun rise. Then all of a sudden on my left this figure of a man in shorts but no shirt came running cross the sky line on the track. This smooth running made him look like he was flying. No straining. Just a continuous smooth run. I wondered if that is what the runners in ancient Greece carrying the torch looked like. He came from one side, across between me and the sun rise and then out the other side. He was gone just as quick as he had come. It so amazing to see. I was hoping to be good at running some day but I knew I would never be that good. I went down to the track and started my morning run.

Matthew had heard that Jean had a crush on me. He also heard that he could really run. Matthew had decided to watch Jean on the monitors run this morning and also saw him run across in front to the sun rise. He too was amazed at Jean’s running.

When Jean came back in security Matthew waved him in his office. Jean came in and Matthew said, I heard you have been eyeing my wife. Jean looked at him and said, I saw her on the track the other day, stopped and introduced myself. Matthew said, Anything else? Jean said, I might have said to one of the guys you have have a beautiful wife. Matthew said, I don’t want you getting any ideas. She’s my woman. Jean said, What are you worried about old man aren’t you taking care of your woman? Matthew jumped up from the desk, came around and got in Jean’s face. Matthew said, who are you calling old man? Jean said with a smile, I wouldn’t think you would be worried about your wife if you were taking care of her needs. Matthew grabbed Jean by throat. Jean didn’t flinch. He just looked at Matthew. Matthew said, I love my wife and kids and I take care of all my wife’s needs which are none of your business. Jean grabbed Matthew by the throat. You could see in Matthew’s face it torqued him up more. Jean said sternly, I fell in love with your wife the first time I laid eyes on her. I would died for her if needed. So as long as she is happy and you are treating her right I would never interfere with your marriage. If anything ever happened to you I would take care of her and the kids. Also never forget, I will always have your back. You could see the wheels turning in Matthew’s head. He had often wondered what would happen to his wife and kids if he didn’t return from a mission. That is why he didn’t allow married men on the Dream team. Jean was a man who stood by has word. He removed his hand from Jean’s throat and when he did Jean removed his hand from Matthew’s throat. Matthew said, Well then we have an understanding. Jean said, Yes. Jean left the office and went to the showers and back to work.

Matthew showed up for lunch. I gave him a kiss and told him I was so glad to see him. Hunter had a fit and kept going Daddy, Daddy. She didn’t want to stay in her high chair. She wanted to sit on her daddy’s lap and eat her daddy’s food. So Matthew took her out of her high chair and let her do what she wanted. First she put one hand on each cheek and kissed Matthew. She had seen me kiss him and I think she wanted to kiss him also. We had a great lunch. Before Matthew left I told him I wanted to take some marital arts classes. He said he would see what he could do. He thought Jean is the best one for that but then thought do I want to do that. He thought if he picked someone else Jean would think he didn’t thrust him. Matthew said, I know some one. I will let you know later.

Back at the office Jean was going by again when Matthew waved him in. Jean was wondering what’s up. Matthew said, My wife wants some marital arts instruction, can you do that? Jean said, sure. When? Matthew said, Work it out with her I don’t know the best time. Jean said, Ok, I will talk to her and we will start in the morning. Matthew was starting to feel really good about Jean. Like a younger brother he never had.

I went to the gym and worked long and hard. I then went in the hot tub. I stayed longer than I usually do. It felt really good and I was hopping Matthew might show up. After the shower I went back to Mom’s. Took care of the baby, played with Hunter and got ready for dinner. Matthew showed for dinner and again Hunter had to sit on her daddy’s lap and eat his food. She looked like she was having the time of her life. Matthew said, He had arranged for his best guy, Jean to give me martial arts lessons starting tomorrow morning. I said, I think I meet him on the track. After dinner Matthew gave me a kiss and went back to work. I spent the rest of the evening with Mom, Cindy and the kids in the living room. Jean called and said we would start class at 9:30. I said I would be there. We had a good time in the Livingroom and then went to bed. The day was good and I was happy the way it went even though I missed Matthew. He will not always have to work long hours and I will be seeing a lot of him again.