At the end of the four week my water broke and I went into labor. They cut down the sudation medication. I was able to open one eye and saw my feet were in the stirrups and a doctor was down there. He said to another doctor standing next to my bed she is fully dilated I need her to push. The doctor next to me said, “You need to push. “This wasn’t my doctor. I had never seen them and couldn’t figure out how I got there. I didn’t push. Finally the doctor standing next to my bed made sure the sudation medication was all cut off. He then said to me again, “You need to push.” We have to get the baby out. I couldn’t wake up. He put smelling salts under my nose and I was wake. A labor pain hit. It really hurt. I started this panting breathing to get through it. The doctor next to the bed again said, “I need you to push.” I replied, “I am having my baby?” The doctor said, “yes.” I said, “it’s too early I have another month.” The doctor said “No, you have been here 26 days so your baby is right on time.” Another pain hit and I started panting again. After a half hour the doctor down at my feet said to the doctor next to me that he was going to have to do a C-section. He said to the nurse standing by the IVs to get him what he needed for a C-section. She left and was gone for a good 15 to 20 minutes and returned with his supplies on a tray. I had been having contractions and panting to get through them. I was now thoroughly awake. He put some papers on my stomach and did other things. Then picked up a scalpel off the tray. Now completely wake and knowing what was happening I asked what are you doing. He said, “Because you can’t push I am going to do a C-section to make sure the baby comes out ok.” I shook my head No and said, “No.” The doctor said, “Don’t worry, everything will be find.” He picked up the scalpel and when he had his hand over my stomach the light reflected off the scalpel into my eye. My internal preservation mode in my brain went ballistic. A voice deep down inside from my mother instinct flew into action. With this huge force I reached forward breaking the handcuffs on my left hand. My left hand then was free and grabbed has arm that was holding the scalpel crushing it. At the same time my right leg came out of the stirrup and with a huge force kicked the doctor at the end of the bed in the head where it went through his skull and my foot met with his brain. My right hand grabbed for the scalpel breaking the right handcuffs . My right hand took the scalpel and threw it at the nurse on my right going into her chest and she fell. In this rage I ripped the doctor’s head off which I was still hold his arm. Grabbed the name tag and released his arm. His body fell to the floor. I quickly got off on the right side of the end of the bed. I was standing with my legs apart. My arms were curved and my hands with all fingers open were curved. I was growling in rage at to nurses way across the room. They ran out the door. I got a terrible labor pain and looked down between my legs which were open. The baby’s head was out I though he was going to fall on the floor. I reached over into a bassinet next to me and took two small blankets putting them under the baby with both hands as a labor pain hit making me push. The baby came out and I was holding him with the blankets. I gently put his little nose in my mouth and very careful sucked any thing out and then spit it on the floor. I put my finger gently in his mouth, clearly his mouth when he started crying. I put him against my stomach and without thinking I jumped. I ended up in a chair in the living room at Moms. Crying and screaming Mom, Mom. I was naked crying and screaming. The baby and blankets covered a lot of me. The baby was crying. Two ladies sitting on the couch jumped up and screamed at the sight of me. Mostly naked and very bloody. Mom and other people came into the living room to see what was going on. Mom looked at me and said, “Oh my god.” She flew into action. She told one person standing there to get her a chair with wheels right now. She told the other to run and get Mathew NOW. She turned to the two ladies and said, Don’t just stand there get me towels, a robe and a blanket. She yelled, Now. The guy showed with the chair. She told him and another guy to reach under my arms and get me in the chair. We were going to the gym showers. She yelled at another woman go get the nurse and tell her to bring supplies. Mom with the two men by my side carefully rolled the chair to the gym shower and put the chair with me in the shower stall.
The last two weeks Matthew and his team had been planning an attack on ICE. Everyone had their supplies and had got in the helicopter. Matthew was walking to the helicopter. He threw his bag in and grabbed a strap to get in when one of his men tapped him on his should and pointed to a man running across the field. Matthew turned around and tried to meet him half way. The man turning to catch his breath said Mom needs you. Matthew replied I can’t come right now. The man said, “You have to its an emergency. Your mom said you have to come now.” Matthew said, OK. He turned to the men in the helicopter and ran his hand across his throat waving shut it down. He then followed the man back to the house. In his mind he was thinking something terrible must of happened to Hunter. As he got to the front door he saw the nurse go in. He started freaking because he was sure something had happened to Hunter. The man lead him the direction the nurse was going into the gym. He thought why would Hunter be in the gym. When they got to the showers several people were in the way so he couldn’t see what was going on. Mom had pulled the curtain so you couldn’t really tell what was going on. Squeezing between the people he went into shock at what he saw. The nurse had just stated to check Angel and the baby on her stomach out. He stood next to Mom and said, ”Where did she come from?” Mom replied, ”I don’t know” I had quit scream but was still crying. The nurse took my chin and looked me in my eyes and said you and the baby are good, you are going to be fine. She told everyone that doesn’t need to be there needs to go. Only a few people were left. Nurse said to Matthew come here. She took the baby and turned him over so you could see the umbilical cord. She handed the scissors to Matthew and said I want you to cut the cord. My face went to a smile and I quit crying when I saw Matthew. Matthew said, “Me?” The nurse said, “Yes, it’s a daddy job.” Matthew smiled and she show him where to cut. After he cut the cord the nurse fixed his cord by tying it off. She then said to Matthew to take all his clothes off except his underwear and get in the shower. He was going to help clean them off. He did and then turned the shower on slow until he thought it was the right temperature and then he took the hose and started washing the baby. When the nurse said the baby was clean the nurse held out a blanket and had Matthew put the baby which seemed very happy now. She had Mom hold the baby. She had all the people left but two women Amy and Cindy leave. She had Matthew stand me up and wash me off. The nurse put out a blanket on the floor and had me lay on it. She had everyone turn away. Mom and Matthew were looking at the baby. The nurse made sure everything left in my uterus got out. She put the umbilical cord in a bag and into her bag. She took the chair out of the shower and had Matthew put me back in the shower and clean me up again. After he turned the water off she put a blanket around me. Looked in my eyes and said your good to go. Mom said they were going to her room and the nurse said she would follow to check the baby out. Once in Mom’s room Matthew ran to our room in his wet underwear to get us some clothes while I sat in a chair. The nurse checked the baby on Mom’s bed. After the nurse was done she said she would come back and check on everyone in a couple of hours. Mom put a diaper on the baby and little cap. She handed me the baby back and I started feeding the baby. Mom said if you are too tired to sit there we can put you in the bed. I am fine right now. Thankyou. Matthew came back with a pair of pants on. He got how on his knees to look at the baby and kiss me on the cheek. He looked up at his mom and said, “He is so beautiful.” Mom shaking her head yes and with a big smile said, “Ya he is.” Matthew stood up, looking at his mom and said, “Is this real? Am I dreaming.” Mom replied, “It’s real. You are not dreaming. I don’t know how it happened but, its real.” She reached over to the bed and picked up the doctors badge. She handed it to Matthew saying,” She had this in her hand.” Matthew looked at it and said, “Thankyou.” He put it in his pants pocket. He hugged his mom and said he was going to get some food from the kitchen and wanted to know if she wanted some. Mom said, “No, but tell them all meals will be in my room. He turned to Amy and Cindy and asked them. They were fine. He went to the kitchen and asked for two protein drinks. The man fixed them and said, “there you go.” Matthew hugged the guy and kept saying thankyou, thankyou very much they look great. Matthew was in between singing and crying. He just couldn’t believe what happened.