Another couple of days and my problem wore off. I didn’t know why I had the problem but was glad it was gone. Matthew woke me with a kiss the last couple of days but had not made love to me. I think he was worried about my condition. This morning he woke with a kiss and asked me how I felt. I felt really good, great in fact. I hadn’t throw up much and so having that clinging problem gone and no nausea I felt really good. He looked me over, smiled at me and laid back on his pillow. I still had my head on his arm when he said, “I know what you did.” I replied, “You mean at our house with those men?” He said, “Yes. When I got there you were standing over one man. You said he was still alive. Tell me about it.” We had not spoke about it since it happened. He said, “What happened? Start from the beginning.” I told him I was going to the bathroom when Cindy said there was a man in military gear trying to get in the sliding door. I pulled Cindy in the door of the bedroom with Amy and I. Shut the bedroom door and punched numbers in the pad to lock it. They came in and we saw them on the monitor. Matthew asked, “Were you afraid?” No everything was just kind of spontaneous that I did. He looked at me with this wondering look. He said, “Do you know how they got in the sliding door?” I replied, “Have no idea. I believed it was locked.” He then said, “What happened next?” I said, “We could see two of them searching the house on the monitor and one standing at the sliding door looking out. I was thinking he was watching to see if anyone was coming. Two of the men stood in front of the bedroom door knocking on it and saying they just came for me and my baby. He said If I would come out he would not harm anyone that was in there with me. Amy was texting you. They were trying to get the door open and Amy was upset her gum was in her room. Everything with me was fine until he said he came for me and my baby. When he said “baby” something inside of me got angry. I turned to Amy and said he can’t have my baby. I didn’t plan what I was going to do and I didn’t seem to have control over it. Maybe some kind of mother instinct rose up in me. I don’t know. I spontaneously just jumped out of the bedroom behind them and broke their necks. I then ran around the corner jumped up with both feet together hitting the man in the head. I didn’t want to kill him just knock him out. I was looking at him hoping he was still alive when security came and I opened the door. You came in right behind them.” Matthew said, “Were you ever afraid.” I said, “No, not afraid just angry.” Matthew said, “So you didn’t plan on what you were going to do? If you intended to only knock out the one man at the sliding door you must have had some control but didn’t know it.” I said, “No, I didn’t plan it but, you must be right because I did what I wanted to do.” Matthew said, “So what was with the clinging. Were you having any cramping or pains with the baby?” I said, “No, pains with the baby. The baby was and has been just fine. I don’t know what caused the clinging. When I would let go of you my insides would quiver and I just wanted to be close to you.” Matthew turned, looked into my eyes and said, “I am really happy you did what you did. I love you very much and I would die if something happened to you. I want to know if you think of anything else about how you were feeling. Let me know if you experience any more usually feelings and certainly if the clinging comes back. Maybe you were worried I would be unhappy with you, if you killed those men? I want you to talk to me and let me know what is going on in that head of yours. I especially want to know if you are having any physical pain like cramping. Me, the doctor, my mom and everyone I know wants you to have a healthy baby but, we can’t help you if you don’t tell me. I replied, “Yes , I will tell if anything occurs. With out question. I love you very much too.” Matthew said, “I am really glad we had this talk. We should talk more often.” I shook my head yes. Matthew then started kissing me on the forehead, down my nose and on the mouth. He was giving these wonderful mouth kisses when he push his tongue into my mouth and started making this wild passionate love to me. I immediately realized this was not his normal rock the baby. He started rubbing my breast with his hand and then moved to my thigh. I was totally gone by then. I was so involved with what he was doing and felt like I was in heaven. He was all over me. I was gasping for air because the feeling was so intense and wonderful. When I came it was better than anytime we had sex. When he finished he rolled over from between my legs onto his pillow. He put his arm under me and pulled next to him so my head was on his chest. He kiss me on my forehead and the two of us just laid there enjoying the felling of what just happened. I was thinking how did I get a husband that loves so much and has made me the center of his universe. I thought he must of had to show me how worried he was about me and how much he loved me. I was thinking life cant get any better than this.
After a few minutes he said lets go take a shower and get your readings. Also I have a lot of work to do. He got out of bed and called his mom. He told her he want to stay another month but needed a bigger room. He then called Amy and told her we are going to get dressed, go to breakfast and then his mom was moving everyone to another room.
After breakfast and back in our room there was a knock on the door. Several of the servants came in and got our bags and things we had gathered from the room. I think we got everything. Matthew took me by my hand and we followed them to another room in the house.
When we went in our room we entered a room with a dinning room. It had a table that looked like it was for six. Behind the table was a sink with a coffee pot, toaster, microwave and other things. The servants went through this room and though a door into our bedroom. It was a little bigger than our room but looked much the same. At one end were to doors that opened into another bedroom with two beds for Amy and Cindy. He turned to Amy and said this your room. Amy and Cindy went into the room followed by two servants. Matthew shut the doors behind them. One of the people handed Matthew keys, he thanked them, and they left. He put one of the boxes in the first room on the table. He then went out knocked on Amy and Cindy’s door and gave them their keys. I started putting my stuff away and getting settled in. Matthew needed this move so he would have a better place to work and meet with security.
After lunch Amy, Cindy and I went to the living room and Matthew went back to our room to work. After about two hours Matthew came and wanted to go for a swim. It was really nice. When I saw our place I tried not to look at it. I didn’t want to be reminded what. I though in time I will forget what happened. Matthew was going to put in new security measures because it happened at the hotel and now at his house, he didn’t want it repeated a third time.