THURSDAY FEBRUARY 1 Matthew has been working hard this week picking out trainers for the new training center. I miss him but he is really happy with me and the kids. That is what I want him to be. I woke up last night to open my eyes and see him sleeping naked. His pecs and abs are back. He just looks so good. I wanted to be all over him. Don’t want to rock the boat when everything is going so good and I am very happy.
FRIDAY FEBRUARY 2 At bed time I missed Matthew. He left at breakfast saying he didn’t know when he would be back. That they were short of people because of the new training center. The weather was really great today so after breakfast we went out side on the patio so the kids could play with there new play house and on the swings. Hunter loves to play with Wyatt and makes him laugh. She is so wonderful. She makes all our lives better. She is becoming quite a climber.
SATURDAY FEBRUARY 3 Woke up feeling really good except for the empty bed. Matthew has to work because the new training center has made them short of people. He is so excited about the new center. He said it is coming along really well.
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 4 Cindy woke me in the middle of the night to hand me a baby. The doctor said the babies were doing really well, so I didn’t need a nurse. I agreed with him. Matthew didn’t come home last night. I haven’t seen him since Friday at breakfast. He said he had to work, but next week would be different. He said, he would be going to breakfast, lunch and dinner. He also said, he should be home every night after this. I miss him but I think being apart from him once in a while helps me want him even more. I also can tell when he comes back he really misses me.
MONDAY FEBRUARY 5 Just another good day. When Matthew goes off to work I can’t wait until he comes back. Really tired when my head hits the pillow at night. Everything is really great in my life. It’s been raining a lot today so we have stayed inside. The kids and I love to watch the rain through the sliding glass door.