TUESDAY JANUARY 23

Last night went well. Matthew handed me the babies when they needed to be feed and after I went back to sleep while Matthew took care of them. At breakfast Matthew held my hand as much as he could and he made me feel like a teenager in love again. Hunter was sitting on his right side and me on Matthew’s left. Hunter starting pushing Matthew on his shoulder. After several times of getting Matthew’s attention we decided Hunter was becoming jealous of the attention Matthew was giving me. Matthew and I just looked at her and Matthew tried to get her what she needed from the table so she didn’t need to think we were ignoring her. Mom was watching the whole thing and wanted to laugh. Matthew gave me a big kiss after breakfast and went off to work. At dinner Matthew told Mom he was going to ask Carlson if he could add a basket ball court next to our patio. The area we have outside was really big. Matthew said, we could use it for the kids to ride their bikes, a tennis court and a basket ball court. He also said he was going to ask for an upstairs from our bedroom for an office with a small helicopter pad on top. Mom said, it sounds good and she thought Carlson would get him a baseball court and new patio right away but might take some time for the office. Matthew told her he was asking her first to see what she thought. I was thinking if Matthew had an office upstairs I might see more of him. The rest of the day was good and Matthew showed at dinner. I felt good when I went to bed.

WEDNESDAY JANUARY 24 Matthew woke me early to get ready for breakfast and asked it I felt like a shower. That woke me up. I loved love making in the shower with Matthew. He checked the babies and they were sound asleep. We left the bathroom door open and I couldn’t get my pajamas off fast enough. He took my hand and lead me into the shower. He turned on the shower and started kissing me. He said, should I wash your hair first or make a move on you. I smiled and said, I think I should see some moves because I don’t know if I could wait while you wash my hair. He said, I don’t know. I am getting so old I don’t know if I remember how to do this. I wanted to laugh because he was teasing me when he slipped his hand between my legs and two fingers into my vagina. It took my breath away. Matthew said, oh, wow. Look what I found. I think I have something to go in there. I couldn’t respond. He was kissing my neck and moving his fingers in and out. The warm water was running on my shoulder and I was gone. When he slipped his penis inside of me I came. I come almost right away now. This has been happening since the kids were born. I don’t know if it is a good thing or a bad thing. I think, well he doesn’t have to worry about whether I came but did he want to spend more time. He has never said anything about it, so maybe I am worrying for no reason. This was so great and the best way to start the day.

THURSDAY JANUARY 25 He woke me up with a kiss and said, is my baby mama ready to get up. I said, yes. I feel pretty good this morning. The day was good and when I went to sleep I slept good. I felt like queen for a day.

In the afternoon Carlson ask Matthew to check out the new guys that would be training in the new center. There were 12. Carlson had them lined up for Matthew to look at. They were young. Twenty five to 32. The 3th and 4th guys were talking about Matthew. The 2nd guy told the 3th guy that he didn’t know anyone there that could take Matthew down. The 3th guy said he believe he could take him down with one punch. All the men where very healthy and strong. The 3th guy said, don’t get in the boxing ring with me. I can wipe you out with one punch. Just look at Matthew walking around in a rob. He probably can’t hurt a fly. Just then Matthew showed. He had his hood over his head so you couldn’t see his face. The 3th guy was very cocky and full of himself. The 3th said to the 2nd guy, watch this. Matthew walked very slowly in front of the men. When he passed the 3th guy, the 3th guys right hand formed a fist and sung toward Matthew. Matthew froze where he was standing. The man’s fist would have hit right behind Matthew’s right ear but, Matthew’s right hand came up so quickly and grabbing the man’s fist before it got close enough. Matthew’s hand formed a grasp around the man’s fist stopping it in mid air. Matthew had a death grip around the man’s hand and the man couldn’t get it from Matthew’s hand. Matthew didn’t move but the man took his left hand and tried to pry Matthew’s finger off his hand. Finely the man stopped and waited to see if Matthew was going to let go. Matthew who had not moved said under the hood of is rob, shall I crush it? Carlson’s eyes got really big and was trying to decide if he should say something. The man in fear now said, No, please don’t. Matthew said what should I do? Matthew had not released the death grip. The man was now panicking that Matthew might just crush his hand. He said, I am so sorry. Would you please let go? Matthew said, why did you attack me? The man said, someone said you were very strong and I didn’t believe them. Matthew said, If I was your enemy would you say you know your enemy? The man now had sweat running down his face said, no. Matthew said, so would you say you should know your enemy before you attack? The man still fearing Matthew was going to crush his hand said, yes. The man was panicking with worry at what Matthew was going to do. Matthew said, Your enemy would not only crush your hand but he would kill you. I am going to let go of your hand this time but if it happens again I will crush both hands. Matthew released his grip. The man relieved said, thankyou sir. Matthew walked down the line and stopped in front of one of the men. Matthew turned toward the man. Matthew looked at him in his face. Matthew said, you smell really nice. Are you going on a date with your enemy? The man had just watched Matthew grab the other mans hand. This caused fear to strike him. The man said, no. Matthew said, all of you need to get with Carlson and find something to shower with so you don’t smell at all. You want to surprise the enemy and if they can smell you coming it will be no surprise. The man replied, yes sir. Matthew turned to Carlson and said, they will do. Then Matthew left to go see about other things. Carlson said to the man who smelled so good and the man who tried to throw a punch, you two lead the group on finding the best thing to shower with and wash your clothes in that doesn’t smell. Then let me know. The two men said, yes sir.