SUNDAY NOVEMBER 19

I woke up dreaming about Matthew. I was 7 months pregnant with Wyatt and had just taken a shower. Mathew caught me coming out of the bathroom from taking a shower. He gently pushed me against the wall. He put his fingers in my fingers and our hands above my head on the wall. He was all the way to my stomach without touching it. Being 7 months pregnant with Wyatt my stomach came between us. Matthew kissed my neck and said, You smell and taste so good I could eat you for lunch but, there is one problem. I said, what would that be? He said, I can’t find your hole. I could put it in your ear but that wouldn’t work. I could put it in your mouth which would be nice or in the backdoor once but I need to put it in your hole and I can’t find it. I was pretty big and I could not have sex face to face sex because of my stomach. I said, What are we to do? He said I will have to get another wife. One with a hole for my dick. I said, oh. Another wife. He said, ya. I don’t know anything else to do. He let go of my right hand and led me to the door. He opened the door, put me outside naked, shut and locked the door. I tried knocking quietly because I didn’t want anyone to see me naked but he didn’t answer the door. Scott had just got off the elevator with our lunch from the kitchen and ran into a naked lady. He immediately took his jacket off and put it on my shoulders. Scott said, what’s going on? I said, Matthew is being silly. Mom was at the bottom of the stairs talking to someone and saw what was going on. Mom said to the man, I will talk later I have to see to something. Mom came up in the elevator and to the door. She said, what’s going on here? Matthew said, he had to get another wife and put me out here. Mom said, naked? I went, ya. Mom knocked hard on the door and said, Matthew, you open this door right now. Matthew opened the door and he was behind it because he was naked. He hurried to a chair and took a towel and wrapped it around his waist. Mom said, what is your pregnant wife doing in the hall naked? Matthew said, I was just playing. Mom said, a man of your standing does not treat his wife this way. I will have no more of this type of behavior from you. I will take a belt and whip your ass until you can’t sit down. I wanted to laugh. Here was this strong masculine man with his shorter mom maybe half his weight shaking her finger at him and was she mad. Mom said, if you can’t treat her right I will take her away from you and you will not be able to see her. Matthew said, Mom, I am so sorry, I was just playing. Angel knows I was playing. I would never do anything to hurt her. I love her very much. I took the jacket off and wrapped myself with the bed spread. Scott was standing inside the door with the food cart and his mouth open just staring at me. Mom said, Ok then. She is not one of your buddies. I will not have this type of behavior again? Matthew said, no. Don’t worry. I will treat her right. He came over to me. He put his arm around my shoulder and said, I am sorry. I do love you. Mom started leaving and said, I will check on you two later. Matthew picked up Scott’s jacket and pushed it against his chest. All Scott could do was stand there with his month open and stare at me . Matthew turned him around, pushed him out the door, shut and locked the door. He turned to me and said, you didn’t have to sick my Mom on me. I was only playing. I said, I didn’t. She just happened to be out there when you pushed me out the door. He put his arms around me best he could with my stomach between us and said, I am sorry. I was just playing. I really do love you. He got down on one knee and said, will you for give me. I said, yes I forgive you and I love you too. He said, lets have lunch.

I woke up with a smile on my face. There was Scott sitting in a chair. Conner had had the cot removed because he didn’t trust Scott. I said, Hi. It is so nice to see you. He said, how are you doing? I said, good. He took my hand and kissed it. Scott said, I thought I would have breakfast with you before work. I said, that is nice. I think I will be staying here until the kids are born because I haven’t been feeling well. He said, I think that is a good idea since you are getting closer everyday. He said, did Conner do anything to upset you? I said, no. I just haven’t been feeling well at all the last couple of days. Conner has been very nice. We had a nice breakfast and talk. He showed me some pictures on his phone of furniture and boxes under the stairs by the door in the main house. He said, Mom had ordered furniture for the rooms and play things for the yard in my new home. He said, Mom is very happy with the new quarters and it was almost finished. He was only going to stay a half an hour but ended up staying an hour since I was feeling better.

I watched shows on the tv and was doing good. I had to call the nurse when I wanted to go to the bathroom to make sure I didn’t fall down. The only thing that was bothering me today was my back.

Dr. Walton came to visit. We had a good talk and I told him how I keep dreaming of Matthew. He said, After the kids are born maybe it will stop.

Conner showed up for dinner. He said, he was worried about me all day. I told told him he should text me and when I am awake I will text back. He thought that was great. Over all it was a good day.

The English Monk came and said their challenge had been ok by the High Monk. The English Monk took them to a large room and said, lunch will be in here. He took them to the end of the room where there were two tall doors. He opened the doors and said, you will go in here and fight your way through until you get to the end. Do you still want to do it? Both men said, yes. The English Monk said, go mediate until lunch and then come back here. They went to the laundry room and put on everything the Buddha had told them in the dream. They wrapped their legs really well. They then collected the salve pouches and placed them in front of their balls. When they went to lunch The English monk said, to sit and he would come and get them when they were ready. They had to get 20 monks with sticks, 6 challenge monks and others. They saw some of the best fighters in a corner table getting ready. They had to walk between 20 monks on each side with sticks and then fight 6 monks. And more to get out. Matthew wanted to go first so Jean stayed at the table. When the time came The English monk came and got Matthew. He opened the two large doors and said to Matthew, I hope you make it my son. Matthew disappeared into the next room and the English Monk closed the door. Matthew tried to dodge the sticks but some he couldn’t and they hurt hard. They hurt really bad. He kept telling himself to keeping going and don’t let them hit you again. When he came out there was the first monk and he was not to hard to take down. Each monk was harder to take down and he could hardly walk by the time he got to the last monk. The last monk was big and he gave Matthew the beating of his life but when he had the chance he slipped by him through the door where the hall lead to the cauldron and out. He was on his knees because he could hardly stand. After a few minutes he decided to take on the cauldron. He put his arms on each side and pushed. The pain was like none he had ever felt. When he couldn’t stand it any more he took his arms off and fell back on the floor. He thought he was going to pass out from the pain. He didn’t know how long he laid there but decided to crawl out the door. Once out side on all fours he found a rock to block the door from closing. There was a stream and snow. He made it to the stream and put water in his hands to drink. He said, dam that is cold. He then put some snow on his inside lower arms where the burns were until they were almost frozen. After the pain had been calmed due to the snow he found a flat stone and started digging a hole. He dug the hole deep enough and wide enough for him and Jean. It had been a couple of hours now and Jean had not come out. He was getting worried. He found some large palm leaves for the top to cover the hole. He got in the hole and checked his feet. They were so cold. He coated them with salve and took two wraps off from each shoulder to wrap them in. He got in a fetal position to keep them warm. He left a little peek hole to watch the door. He shut his eyes to rest. He kept looking for Jean. He had promised Serena he would bring him back alive. Also the Buddha said wait as long as it took. When it was time for Jean one of the monks said to Jean, you need to go clean your friend off the floor before he dies. This made Jean mad. Jean fought so much harder thinking Matthew was hurt and waiting for him. Matthew looked out and was thinking he must have waited 8 hours. He was starting to feel better even though his pain was still off the charts. He heard something. Someone was trying to open the door. He got out of the hole. Jean was trying to crawl out the door. He picked him up, removed the rock to close the door and took him to the hole. He got him some water in a leaf for his hands and he could hardly drink it. Matthew said, what took you so long? Jean said, the last guy was really big. Matthew put some snow on his lower inside arms where his burns were and took wraps from his shoulders. He put lots of salve on his feet and wrapped his feet. Jean said, I think he broke my leg, upper right arm and several of my ribs. Matthew gently put Jean in the hole. He got in the hole and covered it. He put Jean in his lap with his arms around him to keep him warm. He told Jean go to sleep and just rest. We will move when you are feeling better. A couple hours later Matthew saw some monks at the door through the peephole. They were looking for them. When they didn’t see them the monks went back inside. In the morning Jean was feeling a little better but when Matthew got him out of the hole he couldn’t walk. He put Jean on his back with his legs around his waist and his arms around his neck. Matthew had to tie him at the waist to him because he couldn’t hold on to Matthew. He then headed down the hill.