SUNDAY AUGUST 6

Today was really nice again. Swimming and playing outside with the kids. Lots of talk about when Matthew and Jean will come back. Planning on Jean and Serena’s wedding. The wedding planner is coming tomorrow to work with Mom and Serena. I try not to think about it but it really bothers me I can’t remember my childhood or my parents. I figured I got pregnant on April 28 or a few days after. That would make me 15 weeks if I got the date right or almost 4 months. My stomach is bigger than I remember last time. I can’t wait for Matthew and I to start picking baby names. He is going to be so happy when he comes back.

At the Monastery in the cloud Matthew and Jean are totally emerged in the intense mind and body training with the English Monk. They have completely forgot about the rest of the universe. Not thinking about what day it is or how long they have been there.