FRIDAY JUNE 2

Friday was another really good day. Carlson came to our table and had a meeting with the 4 of us. Daniela, Megan, Serena and me. He wanted to know if we had any idea’s of security measures he could do to make us safer so that what happened would not happen again. The only thing I could think of was motion detectors. I also ask if I could get some really good training like Carl and Mike had to become Body guards. I want to become strong and prepared. I have two children and I want to feel like I could protect them instead of just hiding in a safe room. I want shooting and driving skills also. The other 3 women said they wanted the same thing. I told him that Carl was going to give us boxing lessons but I wanted more. Carlson said he would look into that. I told him I think we were just lucky with keeping Serena from becoming kidnapped. I told him I am afraid to go out running and I don’t want to feel that way. I want to feel strong and prepared. Maybe kick boxing or Krav Maga. He said he would talk to Mike because he knows about that. I said, I knew he was working very hard to keep bad people out but we feel we should be prepared. That right now I feel weak and helpless. He said he totally understood. He said, I think I should make Mike your personal trainer. To make up a whole program. The four of us were really happy and thanked him.

When I laid down to sleep I was looking at Wyatt sleeping so soundly. He was now 3 months old and growing bigger and more beautiful. I looked at Hunter and she was so adorable. I couldn’t have a better life.

FRIDAY JUNE 3 This was another great day. Quite and laid back. Daniela’s boys only had half day school so they joined us at lunch. Mike came out and said he had been appointed as personal trainer for the mothers club. We all smile when he said that. We had a long talk with him and he took notes. We told him we were going running but stopped. We told him we were still going to the gym. He said he was really happy with everything we told him. He also said this is going to get hard so to tell him if we want to quit. I said, yes but if we can get through even half of the training we will feel better about ourselves. He said he might have something Monday at boxing.

When my head hit the pillow I wondered if training with Mike will be like basic training in the military or something else. He did say something about street fighting. I had quit missing Matthew and was focusing on making myself better.

SATURDAY JUNE 3 We all went to class today. Megan brought Josh and Cathy. Daniela brought her two boys. Mom joined us and stood next to me with Serena on her other side. I was great. I felt so loved and had friends that had become sisters. Sisters, I would lay down my life for. Mom invited Chloe to join the ladies group. She said maybe she would go to class with us starting next week. She wanted to talk to Brock about standing in for her at work.