2/14/2019
I say that because I have not heard from David. I did hear that Jeff was parked outside all night and drunk because it is Valentines Day and he thought I was going to see David. If he is so upset and so in love with me why didn’t he come to see me and ask me out? Or at least wish me a Happy Valentines day. Right? I went with Jeff before David. We broke up because of Jeff’s drinking. Let me tell you how Jeff I meet. It’s not a happy story.
Two years ago the government had cameras on me and watched me day and night. I would get upset because sometimes when I was in bed I would hear a guy say something like. Her nipples are so pretty and pink or something like that. Or I would like to jump on that. I started sleeping with a knife at the top of my bed. I would cuss at them and tell them you come near me and I will slit your throat. I told them almost every day, just wait I am going to be out of here and this time I will make sure you cant find me. They decided that what I was saying was true and brought in the best bounty hunter in the world. His name was John and was known worldwide as the best of the best. John was an older black man about 6 foot. Good looking and a great personality. He just watched me on the cameras for a week, read files and I would hear him ask them questions. Then one day he came to talk to me. Just about food, animals, my dogs and general. He told me he had a horse ranch in Montana and how wonderful his horses were and maybe I would like to visit sometime. He would tell me he was hoping I wouldn’t run away because he was worried I would run into the wrong people and they would hurt me. When he came in every day he was away wearing this great cowboy hat that was black. These boots, pants and cowboy shirt. He kept telling me that I was the most precious thing he had ever seen. Calling me sweety and honey. We would talk, laugh and then end up talking all day. It was a great time. One day he came in and said, “I have to go home this weekend. Would you like to go with me and see my ranch?” I had fallen in love with John. He was so charming and so fun to be with. I said right away, “Yes that would be wonderful. I would love to get out of here.” Someone took us to the airport and we were off to his ranch. When we got there someone that worked for John picked us up and we went to Sizzlers. I was starved and the food was great. They then took us to John’s ranch. Driving up to the house I could see the ranch and the beautiful horses he had told me about. The horses were very beautiful and just as he had told me. After an hour or so of settling in John took me to one of the barns and showed me one of his favorite horse. The whole day was so great and John was great. Holding my hand and giving this look of love he had inside him. In the evening around bedtime, John began hugging and kissing me. He then whisked me off to the bedroom where he made beautiful love to me before we went to sleep. Around 5 am I woke feeling really frisky. I started rubbing John’s chest and kissing him on the neck. He woke up, looked at me and said, ”Hold on girl, I have a lot of work to do and I can’t have you wearing me out.” I kissed him on the cheek and said, ”Ok, John.” John got up saying he had to tend to the horses and I went back to sleep. A couple of hours later I awoke. It was pitch black in the room. I could hear John breathing. I thought he must have worn himself out and laid down for a little nap. I turn toward John placing my hand on his chest. He felt so good, so warm. I thought I will give him a treat. I raised up and slid my leg over him. Sliding my vagina over his penis. It woke him and he put this hands on my hips as I slide down over his penis into my vagina. I went up and down a couple of times when he put his hands under my arms. He slid me off and turn me over onto the bed. He slid between my legs placing his penis back into my vagina. He moved so lovingly up and down. Kissing me on my neck. He felt so good I was lost. I could only feel him inside me. This feeling of ecstasy was so wonderful. Then all of a sudden the door open and a figure stood with the light shining in behind him. The light was so bright I could hardly look at him. This silhouette of a man with boots, hat, and pants called out, ”What’s going on in here?” I was looking at the figure realizing from his voice it was John. I looked at the guy who was now off of me and getting dressed. It wasn’t John. I pulled the sheet over me. I was in horrified. Who was that? I wanted to die, I wanted to scream and cry all at the same time. I was embarrassed, shocked and horrified. I can’t really find the words to explain but, I wanted to die at the moment. I didn’t want this feeling. It hurt so bad. John was the man who was now saying to the guy, “What are you doing in here?” He continued to talk to the guy, ” I told you to stay out of here.” The man replied, ”I just wanted to see her, I was laying on the bed looking at her and I fell asleep. When I woke up she was on top of me.” That’s the last thing I heard before John shut the door. They were yelling at each other but I didn’t really hear them. I hurt so bad I couldn’t cry. What had I done? The room was dark I assumed it was John. Why didn’t I realize the man wasn’t John? I had to go home. I had to get out of there. I wanted to go somewhere and kill myself. After a while it was quiet. I got dressed, gathered my things and went out. John was sitting in a chair in the living room. I went up to him but couldn’t look him in the face. I said, “I have to go I will see you again soon. Bye.” He heard me but didn’t respond. I hurried out as fast as I could. Like leaving was going to help. I went home. I couldn’t eat or sleep. All I could do was cry. I think I cried for 3 or 4 days and then fell asleep due to exhaustion. It really was the worst day of my life.