Thursday 01/17/2019
David left again. I am a human camera and the programmers and monitors who watch me see everything I see including my Diary. They told David about the diary and he was upset. Saying the wrong person is going to read it or hear about it. Also one of the guys asked him for pointers on sexual activities with his wife. David was embarrassed at first until he realized all the guys wanted to be like him. Maybe it is for the best he left. I have been really sick this week and David was supposed to pick me up and bring me in for the company doctor to check me out and run some test. Tuesday night I stayed home because I was really sick. Downing Ibuprofen like candy. They helped enough so I could get some sleep. They say there is up to 100 people sometimes on my program and they can’t find anyone to pick me up and take me to the company doctor? I find that really strange. I heard this morning that an agent was in trouble and the people who got a hold of him almost killed him. But I was too sick to respond to the call. One time I was told an FBI agent was in trouble in Idaho. I went right away. Two guys were dragging him behind their horses. I took care of the two guys. Called for an airvac. I took him to an open field and was sitting on the ground with his head in my lap waiting. He opened his eyes and looked at me. He said, ”Am I dead?” “No,” I said. He responded, “You look like an angel.” That is where I got the name Angel. I looked down at him and said, ”You don’t have to worry. I am going to make sure you don’t die. I am going to get you home to your family. Shut your eyes and rest, the helicopter is here.” From that day forward I have used the name Angel. I feel bad that someone was in trouble and was too out of it to respond.
This morning another guy said to David,”Wow if I could get sex every morning at 5am I would be the happest man in the world.” Its too bad David left. We have only been together 4 or 5 weeks. I really do love him but I am not going to jump in with both feet like I did Jeff. Jeff and I were together about ayear and one half. I was really crushed when we broke you. I’ll tell you about Jeff sometimes. Just cant today.
School went well this week and since it is a four day weekend I plan of catching up on everything I need to do. Since David is gone maybe the agency will find someone to bring me in.