I woke up this morning and felt really good. The best I had felt in months. I wondered if the doctor gave me something? Scott texted that he was not allowed to see the kids right now so he got a special room for us to have breakfast. He said, text when you are ready and I will send someone for you. When everyone was heading to breakfast I told Mom I was going to eat with Scott today. I asked Daniela if she was coming and she said, not now. She had to get the kids to school. That she would check in on me later. She is supposed to be my chaperone and make sure there is no hanky panky. I texted Scott and Scott sent someone from the kitchen to get me. He pushed my wheel chair into the lobby and Scott was there. He said, thankyou I can take it from here. Scott went pasted his room to a door between his room and the big windows to look outside facing the pool. The door said, business meetings. He punched in some numbers and the door unlocked. It was a big room with a big table and chairs. At the end was a big screen. There were two smaller rooms with a bathroom inbetween. The smaller rooms must be behind Scott’s room. One of the office rooms had a table set with our breakfast. He pushed me up to the table and said, let’s eat. I hope I didn’t order you too much food. I lifted up the cover on my food and it looked and smelled so good. I said, it looks great. He pointed at the big screen on the wall and said, we can even watch something if you want. I pigged out on breakfast. Partly because it tasted so good. After ward we talked a lot and then he packed up all the dishes we were done. He returned them back to the kitchen. Went he came back I was coming out of the bathroom without the wheel chair. He said, why are not in the chair? I said, I was feeling so good this morning and had been in bed so much I needed some exercise. He said, I got an idea. We where in the big room. He pushed the big table one end at a time toward the window leaving a lot of room in the floor. He turned the big screen on. He found this video on Youtube of people doing old english dancing. He said, see how they walk forward, then around and back. I said, yes. He muted the music and added Meat Loaf – I’d Lie for You and that’s the Truth in the background. He then placed us apart facing each other and put one hand behind his back. He said, just follow me. He took his right foot across his left and turned toward the screen and then back. He took his left foot turning away from the screen and back. He took his right foot and turned toward the screen. He then took my left arm above my head and put our palms together and said, we walk toward the screen and then he took his hand down and said, turn around and walk toward the door. When I turned around I saw Daniela watching us. She said to Scott, What are you doing? He said without stopping his dance, she needed some exercise, so we are dancing. She said, ok. I was just checking on you two. She left. As she came out the door she ran into Conner. He tried to look into the room but was not able. He said to Daniela, What are they doing? She said, dancing. He said, slow dancing? She said, no. Some old English dancing. They are about 2 arm lengths apart. He said, Like I believe that. She gave him the what look and said, you asked and went on her way. Conner tried the door but you had to have the code, so he went back to work. The rest of the day was great. When Daniela came in we played cards. At nap time I went to Mom’s room and Scott went to the gym. After my nap in Mom’s room I went to the family room with everyone to play with the kids until dinner. Someone came and got me for dinner and took me back to Scott in the business office. Dinner was great. We watch some short films on Youtube. We did more dancing and talked a lot about Scott’s paper. When I went to sleep I felt really good. It had been a good day and I felt really good the whole day.
WEDNESDAY NOVEMBER 8 I woke up feeling good again today. Got ready for breakfast. Conner showed at the door and asked if I could go to his room for breakfast because he didn’t have another room. He said, I can leave the door open and Daniela can come also. There will be no personal contact or anything that might upset you. I said, ok. He told Mom he was taking me to breakfast. I got in my chair and we went to his room just as breakfast came. Breakfast was great as unusually. Conner asked how I was doing and I told him unusually good. He checked my blood pressure several times during the day and it was on the high side every time but not too high. We went walking around outside his room because I told him I felt like I needed exercise. Conner said he would see if we could go outside Friday so I could walk more. We watched tv and talked a lot. He told me all about his family and his house he was working on. I told him I was sorry that it was hard for me to be with him because he reminded me so much of Matthew. He said, he understood. That when he is around me he feels like he is cheating on his wife. He said, when I came here everything was different than what I expected which made me mad and I didn’t like you. Since then you have grown on me and I have begun to like you. So I hope you will forgive me for the way I have been acting. I have not dated anyone since I lost my wife and this seems like dating. I said, I agree. I don’t know how I went from being a ninja warrior and spy to a wife with soon to have 4 kids. I also find it hard not to think about Matthew. I did love him very much. He said, I know what you mean. I had a wife I loved more than anything in this world and now find myself far away from home. I came here because I am suppose to marry you and protect you. It is really strange. At first I didn’t like you but now I want to marry you and protect you and the kids. I know I can protect you. I also know I can be a good husband and father if you give me the chance. I said, right now I am just focusing on having two healthy kids. I also said, I am sorry no one told me about Matthew’s wishes. It was a complete surprise to me when you showed up. We had a nice quite day.
At the end of the day he returned me to my room and I fell asleep right away.
I don’t understand the question. Conclusion? This is a diary of a woman’s life. Angel.