TUESDAY MAY 9

Matthew was kissing me and saying wake up sleeping beauty. I opened my eyes and said, my prince is here. He said, your prince wants to make love to you. He kissed me again so lovingly. Then he reached down, put his fingers in me and his tongue deep in my throat. Moving his tongue in and out and his fingers in and out. Oh wow. Then he started sucking on my neck and rubbing my breast. This all felt unbelievably good. Then he started sucking my breast and moving his fingers around my clitoris. My heart started pounding, I started gasping for air. He stopped sucking on my breast and reached down and put his penis inside me. He started going up and down so slow and lovingly. He would stop and put his tongue in my mouth as far as possible. I felt consumed. Then he would suck on my neck. I felt I was under this spell. He stopped sucking on my neck and whispered in my ear. I love you so much. I am going to make love to you like never before. I want you to know I love while I am gone. I love you so much and I am going to put another baby in you. He kept my heart pounding and me gasping for air. I was in this trance state. I kept feeling it building up to come. Finally we came and my whole body tensed up. I couldn’t move for the longest time. I had never come like that before. Finally he got up and said, just stay there don’t move I will be right back. He went in the bathroom, cleaned up and brushed his teeth. He came back with a wash rag and cleaned me up. My ear, my neck, my stomach and in between my legs. He slipped back into bed and put my head on his shoulder. He said, we have to get up soon but I just want to hold you for a while. I smiled at him. I felt so loved. So satisfied and just wonderful. I didn’t ever want to get up. I fell back asleep. Soon he woke me up and said, Cindy is coming to get you and the kids soon so go in the bathroom and get ready. I have to stay here and pack. I kissed him on the cheek and even though I didn’t want to, I got up with a smile. I went in the bathroom and took a quick shower and got ready. When I came out he gave me a loving kiss and went in the bathroom. Cindy came and I had myself and the kids ready. We went to breakfast out at the pool. The breakfast was great as usual. Later Daniela and I went to class taught by Carl. After class Daniela and I went back to the kids and the table. All of a sudden Matthew came out of the building. He was wearing a black cowboy hat. He had perfectly trimmed beard and mustache. He had a nice shirt that you could see his muscles outlined. Blue jeans with black cowboy boots. He had a bag over his shoulder. All I could think was wow. I looked around the table and all the women had their mouths open staring at him. He looked like he belonged on the cover of some magazine. He kissed me. I was holding the baby and he kissed the baby on the head. Hunter had to have a good by kiss, so he kissed her too. He told her he had to go on a trip and she needed to be good for her mommy. He kissed his mom on the cheek. Jean showed with a bag over his shoulder and kissed Daniela by. Then the two of them went off. A few minutes later we saw a helicopter rise from behind some buildings and then it was gone. Daniela and I didn’t feel so bad about them leaving because they were going to a training program and not a mission. We would miss them but not worry.