TUESDAY FEBRUARY 6 The weather was nice so we went for a walk around the pool. It was just a really nice day.
WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 7 I was nice weather again today. No really cold. Went for another walk and looked at the sky.
THURSDAY FEBRUARY 8 We didn’t go out today because clouds were coming so we spent a lot of time in the family room with other kids to play with.
FRIDAY FEBRUARY 9 It started to rain around noon. We spent another day in the family room watching kids videos and play with all the kids.
SATURDAY FEBRUARY 10 It was raining really hard when we woke up. So we went to the family room again. One lady brought 1000’s of Lego’s and we had a fun time. After dinner Matthew sat on the floor of the family room so Hunter and Wyatt could show him how to build things with the Legos. Even though it was raining all day it was great. I am so happy. I love Matthew so much and feel we are like bonded together. I don’t think I could live with out him now. I only think about taking care of me and the kids so he will be happy. I hope he never gets tired of me.
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 11 Sunday was great because Matthew only left us for an hour to check on things. He wanted to make sure everyone who had to work today was happy. It was still raining so the kids and I went to the front door looking out at the pool and rain for awhile. I can’t wait for summer again. I love being out side and going swimming. I told Mom it will not be long now and we can go swimming again.
MONDAY FEBRUARY 12 I woke at 11:00pm Sunday night. Matthew was not there and I so missed him. I took care of the babies and then went back to sleep. At 3am I woke up to pee again. Matthew was sleeping with a baby in his baby shirt but no pants. After I peed and got back in bed. Matthew opened his eyes and said to me. Could you come over here and sleep on my shoulder? I moved over to his shoulder and didn’t put my arm over his chest because of the baby but he put his arm around me. His skin felt so good. Really warm. He said, I missed you so much I just need you to be close to you. I said, I love you too and it is really nice having you home. He smiled and said, good night and we closed our eyes to get a few hours of sleep. When he woke me up for breakfast he didn’t have a baby. My head was on his shoulder with my arm across his chest. He had his arm across my arm. He said, ready to get up? I thought no. I could have slept all day like this. I said, yes. He said, do you want me to take a shower first or after you. I said, you go and I will shut my eyes a few minutes. He said, ok and headed for the shower. Today was really great having Matthew at breakfast, Lunch and Dinner. He kept wanting to hold my hand, hugged me and kissed me. He made me fell like a teenager. He said, he didn’t think he could be any happier and I also made him to fell like a teenager. I went to bed and went to sleep at 9pm. I felt Matthew come to bed at 9:30pm, I think and went to sleep. It was so great things were getting back to normal.
TUESDAY FEBRUARY 13 I woke up and I was sleeping on Matthew’s shoulder with my arm across his chest. His body felt so good and so warm. I had my pajamas on, but I could still feel his body heat. I looked at Matthew and he was awake looking at me. I said, what are you doing. He said, I woke up and felt so good. I looked at you and I was so happy that I just wanted to look at you. I smiled and said, I feel the same way when I see you. I saw a show the other day and this women said to her husband, you are my sole mate. Do you think we are sole mates? He looked at me smiling and said, If a couple has been together long enough to have 4 kids and are still in love, we just might be sole mates? He kissed me and said, it’s still early so if you you want to go back to sleep, I need to get a shower. I said, ok but I will miss you. He kissed me and said, I love you so much, I hate to leave you just for a shower. He said, I wanted to tell you Carlson ok’ed the baseball court and a new patio with a hot tub. I said, that’s great. He gave me another kiss and went to the bathroom. At breakfast he asked, Mom if he could have a Valentine’s candle dinner in our old room up stairs tomorrow night. Mom, Amy and Cindy said it would be fine. I thought that would be really nice. Matthew was gone inbetween breakfast, lunch and dinner. After dinner he stayed and we went to the family room. He sat on the floor playing with Hunter and Wyatt. The kids also sat on Matthew’s lap and watched a Disney movie. The kids fell asleep and Matthew had to carry the kids to bed. He is so strong and looks so good. I can’t decide if I like him with hair or without hair. He looks so good either way. I haven’t asked about the large tattoo on his back. It’s really nice. Slept good.