Daniela and Megan didn’t show for breakfast. It was the first day of school and they took their kids to make sure they got settled in. Jack and Josh went to work. Scott took us out to the table but didn’t stay. He went to work with Carlson. It was Mom, Serena, Amy, Cindy and me. I felt like I should be doing something beside playing with the kids. We had a nice quite but fun day.
WEDNESDAY AUGUST 30 Just another quite day playing with the kids and enjoying the weather. I feel good and have my little secret.
THURSDAY AUGUST 31 Scott took us out to the pool but stayed today for breakfast. Its really nice to have Serena here. She is truly my sister. She loves Wyatt and Hunter. Scott asked, how I was feeling and I told him I have been feeling really good. He was happy about that. They finished the huge wall between us and the training center. I asked Scott, do you think Matthew will let us paint a forest or a water fall on it. Scott said, he might. He said he would put it on a list of questions for Matthew when he gets back. Mom thought that would be nice. Better than a gray brick wall. Scott took Hunter swimming. She is getting good at it. Matthew is going to be happy about that. After lunch Carlson brought Scott out some papers about the man who he thinks built that invisible suit. Scott told me his name is Dr. Freeman. Carlson said, the word is the Russians have the German scientist locked up somewhere in Russia. I looked over at the papers and saw the man’s picture. I said to Carlson, do they have him where they were holding me? Carlson said, he didn’t know. No one is sure where he is and if he might be in that horrible place where they kept me. It took over my whole mind and was driving me crazy. I couldn’t concentrate on anything. When people would talk to me I didn’t hear them. I went over and asked Scott as soon as I could if there was anyway to find out where he was. Scott said, we have people in Russia looking but right now no one knows. A lot of people have been looking since he disappeared but when they couldn’t find him most thought he was dead until the suit showed up. I said, it’s just I feel so bad that they might have put him in that place I was in. It’s a house of horrors. Scott said, many people who gave up have gone looking for him again and maybe they will fine him this time. I said, I hope so. If that is true someone should find him. I said, those people who had me are terrible. If that is were he is, they are most likely torturing him. Carlson said, well if they have him they are surely making him work for them. We are still trying to fine out where he is for sure. I got up and went back into the pool where Serena was with the baby. The thought that they are torturing the man upset me. I wish I hadn’t seen the man’s picture and heard about him. It is giving me anxiety attacks from bad memories. They were so close to taking my baby. I went and played with Wyatt and kept wanting to cry. He is so cute. Almost 6 months now. I hope Matthew gets home soon to see how cute the kids are.