This Place Needs better Security.

2/20/2019

Last night about 4am I woke with Jeff was in my bedroom. Jeff had acquired the door combination and had gotten in to my bedroom. Lisa said he came in and was at the kitchen table on her computer trying to get my bedroom door open. She said she went into the bathroom and called David. Jeff came in my bedroom, pulled back my covers and was planning on having sex with me. He didn’t  ask what I thought about it. He got on top of me and put his hands on my breast. I woke with a startle. He smelled really bad. He had been drinking and don’t think he had had a bath anytime soon. That what broke us up was his drinking. He had his hand between my legs and was trying to put his penis in my vagina. I was screaming and trying to get out from under him. Trying to get a leg under him to push him off but he was really heavy. “Stop, just stop”, I screamed trying harder to push him off. He had a couple of fingers in my vagina trying to hold on to me. It hurt really bad.  David showed up, grabbed Jeff from on top of me and through him out of the room. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I was shaking and crying. Jeff was trying to fight back in his drunken state. David was beating the hell out of Jeff. Jeff and been drinking and hasn’t taken care of his self for months. They were on the front lawn when I management to get something on to look out the front window to see what was happening. David  beat him up pretty bad because he would not leave. The neighbors called the police because the fight woke everyone. When the police showed, David had gone in the bathroom and Lisa told the police these two guys were fighting and she didn’t know where the other one went. They took Jeff away in an ambulance. I passed David talking to Lisa going back to my room. He looked at me in anger. I was shaking. He thought I had done something to encourage Jeff to do this. Lisa was telling David that Jeff came over 2 days ago to pick up anything he might have left in the house from when he stayed there. Jeff told her, he had gotten a job in another state and was leaving. She said he had been sitting outside since then and that she called him and asked what was going on. Jeff said he wanted to have sex with me before he left. Lisa said she told him that wasn’t going to happen and he needed to move on.

I tried to clean myself up in the bathroom and changed my bed sheet. I found some sleeping pills in the dresser and took two. I heard David on the phone with someone saying this place needed better security. I feel back asleep, so I think David left shortly after that.

I didn’t wake up until around noon hearing Margret yelling at Lisa. “Angel shouldn’t have done that to Jeff,” Margret was saying. He just wanted to have sex with her before he left. He’s in the hospital with cracked ribs, a broken arm and he is in really bad shape. Margret wanted to know when I was getting up. She wanted to tell me how horrible I was. I looked at the clock and it was noon. I thought I should get up. I was wishing last night was just a horrible nightmare. I moved to get out of bed and my leg hurt. I looked at it and on the inside of my thigh were several bruises. I was so depressed. I went in the bathroom and took a long hot shower.

I was wandering around the kitchen, looking out the sliding glass door when I went and sat in the living room. I should go home and do homework but didn’t know what to do with myself. I heard Lisa in the kitchen talking to the guy George from the DOD. He couldn’t understand why I did just put Jeff outside or leave. Lisa said, You mean POP’?  “Yes,” George said. Someone else was in the kitchen and said to Lisa, Its called JUMP. Lisa said into the phone,” I am sorry its called jump. I think he caught her off guard and Angel told me she has to be careful when she jumps because she can hurt another person or kill them. George responded, ”OK I am just trying to find out what happen. David was really upset on the phone this morning. Did Sam show up?” Lisa answered ”Yes, he did, he is sitting right here.” “Ok, Then.” George said,” He is going to stay until we have a meeting and decide what direction we want to go with the program. I will call when I hear something. Bye.” She put her phone down. Sam spoke,” I need new sheets that are not open to put on my bed. I have to move the bed. It’s facing in the wrong direction. I need some cleaning supplies to clean my room. I will not have anyone in my room for any reason.  I will give you a list of things to get me. I want to change the combination on the door. No, one is allowed in my room. No one ever.” Lisa replied, “No problem come with me. I have some sheets that are new until we get the ones you want and we can make sure you get what ever you need.” They went down the hall. Opened the hall closet and she handed him so sheets that were new and packaged. It was the Japanese guy from the strange group. The marines. Lisa, was talking to him on the way down to hall. “I heard you went to MIT and got a doctoral. How did you like MIT?” He spoke very proudly,” I have two bachelors, two masters and a doctoral.” “Wow”, Lisa responded “Maybe we could talk about MIT sometime.” And they disappeared into his bedroom.

I went to the sliding door in the kitchen. Several people were outside on the patio, encluding Margret. Margret was telling them, that I shouldn’t treat Jeff this way and I wasn’t going to get away with it. They were just looking at her. I looked at the kitchen clock. 2:30 pm. I thought I am really wasting my whole day. I should go work on my homework. I did terrible on my last test. So I was off.