5/15/2019
Jeff came over last week and I cried on his shoulder. Telling him I didn’t understand Mark. He told people for years that he loved me. Jeff said he understood because every time he told Mark he was going to make up with me, Mark would threaten to kill him saying he loved me and he was going to marry me. After the two of us had a couple of beers and a long talk we went off to the bedroom. We were only busy for a few minutes but it was good. Really good and then we went to sleep. In the middle of the night, Jeff woke me and asked if I had any pills because I was tossing and turning and moaning in pain. He gave me a couple of my pills and water. Give me a really loving kiss goodbye and said he had to go home and get some sleep so he could go to work. He had been working at David’s security company. I told him to be sure and lock my bedroom door as he left and fell back asleep.
Tonight Mark and Jeff woke me twice. They both took a job in Virginia with the DOD. They are going to be working together. They have been in the kitchen drinking, talking, laughing and arguing for 4 or 5 hours. Its 4 am and I think they both went to sleep on the couches in the living room. Jeff called his X-wife around 11 pm and told her the news. She was screaming at him. I got the opinion he had told her they were getting back together and now that is all off. Margarita was also mad. She is illegal and wanted Mark to marry her so she could stay in the US. I think Marks boss is the one who set up the jobs for the two because he was really mad when he found out about Mark was planning on marring Margarita. Mark has worked for the FBI all his life and made a name for himself. He knows its illegal to marry someone just so they can stay in the US. Mark told everyone he doesn’t even like Margarita so no one understands him. He was telling me that Margarita got him drunk the other night and took advantage of him. He claimed he didn’t even remember that trip they took to the bedroom.
What woke me up was Margarita yelling at Mark and Margret crying because she doesn’t want Jeff to leave. I heard the two guys put the two women outside and then I think they went to sleep on the coaches. I heard Margarita telling the neighbor that they put them outside and told them to go away. She claimed they had now where to go and she swore she was going to get even with me. That this is all my fault.
Now that it is quite I think I will try and get some sleep.