SUNDAY OCTOBER 1

When I woke up I felt really good. I got up and got ready for breakfast. I noticed the calendar on Mom’s table. October 1. Another month. The information about about Matthew not coming back must be true. I told myself I didn’t want to think about Matthew anymore. I was too emotional to do that. Anyway I am going to marry Scott and life will go on. I can’t believe the universe is giving me another good life. At breakfast Scott put Wyatt on his right near Mom and Hunter on my left so we could sit together. He took my hand and kissed it saying to me, I don’t even want to be one chair away from you. I felt so happy. I ate everything I could eat. I still had that feeling I could eat everything on the table. After I visited with Serena, Scott took me to his room to take a shower. He said, Mom said you wanted to wash your hair. When we got to his room he had a bag on the bed with my stuff in it. He had gathered everything I needed while I was visiting Serena. He had put a large stool in the shower. He took off everything down to his underwear so he would not get his clothes wet. He helped me take off my clothes and he set me on the stool facing the water. He took the shower head off the hook. Turned the water on and when it was just right he wet my hair. He turned it off and put soap on my hair and started washing my hair. It felt really good. I had not been taking baths since I was going in the pool and was afraid of falling in the tub. This was really nice. After my hair was done he took the soap bar and soaped up my back. He then gave me the soap to soap up everything else. When he rinsed me off he had me stand up so I could get everything rinsed. He turned off the water and he wrapped me in a really large towel. He then took another and started drying my hair. We went in the bedroom. I felt so clean and my skin felt so soft. He dried my back and legs pulling the towel around front. I sat on the bed and said, I am so tired. Could I lay down on your bed for a few minutes? He said, sure. You don’t want me to take you back to your room? I said, I would have to get dressed and I am just too tired to do that. He had me lay down, pulled the sheet up and took the towel away. He then pulled the blanket up making sure I was tucked in. He said, how is that? I didn’t answer because I was already asleep. He called Mom and said, she fell asleep on my bed after shower. Could you send Amy with the bag to check her out? Mom said, sure. In a few minutes Amy showed. She took my temperature and everything else. She then said to Scott, everything looks fine. Scott felt better. He was worried. Scott said, thankyou. He asked if he could keep the bag. She gave him the bag and left. He decided to read and sat in his chair until dinner. I hadn’t moved that whole time. He called the doctor and told her I fell asleep and hadn’t woke up. She said as the time gets closer she may sleep all day and eat a lot. She told him not to worry. He called Mom and told her I had not woke up yet and he had talked to the doctor which said I was fine. He said he was going to have them bring the dinner to his room. He was going to wake me up and try to get me to eat something. Mom said, she knew I was in good hands and she would not worry. To bring her back when she is ready. When the food arrived he tried to wake me up. I woke up enough for him to ask me if I could eat because it was dinner time. I said, I have to go to the bathroom first. He slipped the towel under covers wrapping it around me as I got up. I went to the bathroom, got back in bed and ate dinner. It was good. After I was done I said, I need to go back to sleep. He took the tray and tucked me in and I was off to sleep again. He called Mom and told her I ate but went back to sleep. He said, I think she is staying the night. Mom thanked him for letting her know and said she would talk to him in the morning. I woke around 10pm and had to go again. Scott helped me to the bathroom and then back in bed. I shut my eyes and then opened them to see Scott trying to sleep in his massage chair. I moved over to the other pillow and said to Scott, Why don’t you sleep on this pillow? He looked at me and said, I don’t know if I could leave you alone. I said, well we are going to get married. He smiled really big and laid down on the pillow on top of the covers. I smiled and said I need to lay on my left side. I turned with my back to him and went to sleep. Two or 3 hours later I awoke with Scott kissing my neck. He had taken off all his clothes, got under the covers and was rubbing his penis up against my bottom cheeks. He notice I woke up and said, I love you so much and want to show you. I smiled and said, I love you too. He started rubbing me in front under my stomach with his hand like he did in the pool. My body twitched with excitement. He then took his hand and reached under my leg raising it up so he could get to me. He took his penis and very gently put it in my vagina. It felt so good I gasped with enjoyment. He didn’t move and after a little bit I asked if everything was ok. He said, I have wanted you to be mine for so long that I didn’t want to rush it. He went back to sucking on my neck and saying sweet things in my ear. He started moving in and out. I started gasping for air. That feeling started building and within minutes we came. He stopped sucking on my neck and said, I love you very much and can’t wait for you to marry me. He moved, rolled me on my back and kissed me. He said, do you need to go to the bathroom. I said, yes. He got up and came to my side of the bed and helped me to the bathroom. Afterward he put me back in bed on my left side. I told him it helps me sleep if I am on my left side. I think it keeps the kids off my bladder. He was grinning from ear to ear with happiness. He went to the bathroom and got back in bed. He moved up against my back and put his arm over me under my breast. He said, are you warm enough? I said, yes I am fine. I went back to sleep. I woke at 6 am and Scott was not in bed. I said, Scott and he came out of the bathroom. He had showered and was shaving. He said, you need something? I have to go pee again. He helped me to the bathroom and back. He said, are you getting ready for breakfast. I said, I am still very sleepy. Could I go back to sleep. He said, Yes I will let you know when breakfast comes. He kissed me and said, I love you. I smiled and said, I loved you too and went back to sleep. At breakfast he woke me up. It was easier to wake up this time. I ate almost everything and went back to sleep. Scott called Mom and told her I woke up to eat but went back to sleep. He said he called the doctor and she told him this was normal. She thanked him for the update.