SUNDAY NOVEMBER 5

Scott woke me about 4am. He said, I was moaning. I told him my calves, shins and knees hurt. He pulled the blanket back from my feet to my knees and started massaging my legs. The pain stopped. The nurse was watching him on the monitor because she notice my blood pressure had shot up. When he finished he said, is that better. I said, yes. Thankyou. He said, go back to sleep. I shut my eyes and did just that. Scott was looking at the blood pressure monitor and my blood pressure was still way too high. He came around to the bed side that my back was facing. He got in bed up against my back. Put his arm over me and whispered, I love you in my ear. The nurse watching this saw my blood pressure immediately come down. She noted all this in the chart. At 6am, Scott went and sat in the chair. When they brought breakfast he woke me up and we had a nice time before he had to go work. Today I finally decide on the names. Alexander Matthew because Wyatt has his dad’s middle name and Skyler Elizabeth because Hunter has Mom’s middle name Elizabeth. I think Matthew would have been really happy with that.

Today they brought Hunter and Wyatt over. It seems Hunter wanted to see me. They said she would bang on her highchair with a spoon and say mommy, mommy over and over. They said they were going nuts and she was not being nice to any one. When someone would say something to her she would stick out her tongue. They set her standing up next to me on my bed. I kissed her and she took both hands on my cheeks and kissed me. It was so great. I hugged her and said, Boy do I miss you. She stood straight and said, mommy. She always did make me smile. She sat down next to me and I said do you want to feel the babies. A big smile came to her face and said, ya. I took her hand, raised the sheet and put it on my stomach. I didn’t see any change in her face at first and then her eyes lit up. She looked at me and said, my baby. I said yes and I have to stay in this bed until I have the baby. So if you miss me this is were I am. She looked like she understood. Paul was making great strides with her english and now he can’t see her. Cindy brought Wyatt to the other side of the bed so I could give him a kiss. I think he always feels left out. He is so cute. Looks just like a little Matthew in the face. I told Hunter she had to go home now because I had to go to sleep. She didn’t move. I said, so you are going to take a nap with me. She shook her head and reached out for Amy. Mom gave me a kiss and I said I was so glad to see her. I told her I had decide on the baby names. When I told her she was very happy. She said those names were great. I told her that sleeping and eating was boring. She said, it would not be long now and they would try and come over a lot while I was here. I said, I would miss everyone and they left. I went to sleep.

Scott woke me. He was back from work. He had a glass with a piece of strawberry cake in the bottom, strawberrys, granola, yogurt and some chocolate on top. I was so nice to see him. He really brightens my day. I said, how great it was to see him and the strawberry yogurt was very nice. He told me it is so boring at work but he has accomplished a lot on his paper. He told me about some of the things in it. It told him they brought Hunter and Wyatt over. Also, I wish I could sleep all day and night. That as the time grows short I am getting anxious. We had a nice dinner and watched a movie. Yesterday he brought a disk player and hooked it up to the tv. When I got tired I said, I had to go to sleep. He said, if you wake up and I am not here I most likely went home but you can text me. I said, ok. He gave me a kiss and said, sweet dreams and my lights went out. The day seemed very short. It was a nice quite day.