SATURDAY NOVEMBER 4

Scott woke me a few minutes to 6am to tell me the doctor would be in soon. He gave me a kiss and asked how I was doing? I felt good. I felt like I could go back to sleep. When the doctor came in she looked at my file and then at me . She notice my left eye twitching. She said, how are you doing this morning? I said, good. I feel like going back to sleep. She said, can you eat breakfast first? Conner said, you didn’t eat lunch yesterday and very little dinner last night. I said, ok. I can do that. She said, things are looking good this morning except for the twitchy left eye. So I will come back tomorrow and see where we are at. I said, thankyou. She turned to Scott and said, Dr. Walton wants to see you and Conner as soon as possible. I have talked to Carlson and he is setting you up an appointment. If you don’t go you will not be able to see her. Scott said, I can be there. Dr. Walton is going to decide if you and Conner can see her so I suggest you be nice. Scott said, no problem. She said, ok then I will see you tomorrow and she left. Scott stayed for breakfast. When I started putting things on my end table he would say why? Are you not going to eat that? I said, they always bring me to much to eat. In 2 hours I will be ready to eat some more. He gave me this look like is she tell me the truth? Then he said, you are telling me the truth? I smiled really big and said, yes. He inspected my plate and said, ok. Looks good. I will not be here for lunch so do a good job. Still smiling I said, I will. He gave me a kiss and said, I have to go but, will be back for dinner. He gave me a kiss and was off. I pushed my food table away from the bed and pulled the covers up. On my right side I went back to sleep feeling good, full, fat and loved.

Scott and Conner got a text from Carlson to show up at Dr. Walton’s office at 11:00am or else. Scott texted back he would be there. At 11am Conner showed at Dr. Walton’s office. The door was open and Scott was sitting in a chair. Conner put his finger’s in his pants pockets with his thumbs out. He did this to help retain control. He want to beat the shit out of Scott for last night. The doctor saw him and said, come in, shut the door and have a seat. The doctor talked to them for over an hour and said, ok. Here is what I have decided. One of you can see her before noon and one afternoon. They both started talking at the same time and said that would not work because of their work schedule. The doctor said, well how able one of you see her one day and then the other one the next day. They said, ok. The doctor said, who is going to have today. They both shrugged their shoulders. The doctor took a quarter out of his desk and said, who wants head’s. Conner said, I’ll take heads and Scott said I will take tails. The doctor flipped the coin and it came up heads. The doctor said, ok Conner is today and Scott is tomorrow. On Monday you will both come back and we will talk about how it went. There will be no arguing. Everything you say and do will be positive. Angel only has a few more weeks and the doctor wants it to go well. The doctor told Scott he could go. Scott went back to work. The doctor said to Conner. I think you were just moving to fast for her. She has had Scott by her side all through this pregnancy and to have you show up has been a big surprise for her. I think she will come around after the twins are born. Just take it slow and just be nice for now. Maybe bring her some chocolates and tell her you are sorry you up set her last night. I don’t know of a woman who can turn down chocolates. Conner smiled and said, that’s true. Conner said, I am sorry I am not handling this right. She is not what I expected when I showed up. I read a lot about her before I came and she is not the person I read about. The doctor said, the pregnancy and loosing Matthew has made her very emotional, needy, sick and the feeling she has no control over her life. Matthew and her were very happy and so in love. It was a big blow for her. Hopefully she will spring back after the twins are born but it may take awhile. If you had come before the pregnancy I think you would have seen a different Angel. So anything else you want to talk about. Conner said, no. The doctor said, I will see you Monday at 11am unless you want to come and see me to talk. Conner said, ok and went back to work. After work Conner went to see Angel and brought her some chocolates. Everything went well. At 9pm he left and went to his room. At 10 pm Scott showed up. He went to the gym after work. Had dinner and a shower. Since he worked in the building he didn’t have to ask to get in. Angel was up and nibbling on a muffin. She was glad and surprised to see Scott. He smelled so good. He must have just had a shower. She said, Conner told her they were going to come on different days. Scott said, I just needed to make sure you were fine and give you a good night kiss. I went to sleep in about half and hour. Scott laid down on the cote and dosed off. I felt good all day and ate like a pig. I wasn’t a bad day. It was ok.