SATURDAY MAY 4

Hunter woke me jumping up and down in her crib. Cindy was sitting there and would not let Hunter climb out of the crib. She is really a climber. I smiled at Cindy and headed for the bathroom. Matthew had left earlier because he wanted to get out to the track when the men did. He so loved his men. I had met them several times because they were always watching over us. They are great. Always asking if we need anything or could they help with anything. Telling me not to worry about my safety because they were there. I got ready and when I came out of the bathroom, Mom and the girls had the kids ready. I so love Mom. She is go great. Matthew had sex with me at around 4am. I came and was really happy about it. It made my day and I know it made Matthews. Everyone was is a great mood. Everything was a buzz with the wedding tomorrow. We had breakfast inside because the kitchen was making lots of cookies for the wedding party tomorrow. The whole place smelled so good with chocolate chip cookies. Everyone was so happy. Almost everyone knew Scott and loved him. It was like Christmas but better. Breakfast was great and we all talked about when the kids were getting out of school. We talked about what the kids could do for the summer. We finally decided to go out to the pool. When we went outside there were so many people. When Matthew’s group was done with the big tent they were going to turn it into the wedding tent. They were setting up another even bigger tent for the party. Outside they had almost a whole carnival for the kids with games. The even brought in a bowling machine and a pinball machine. Someone said Matthew’s men bought Scott a pinball machine as a wedding present. There was a really large bounce house that adults could go in next to a kids bounce house. In the really big tent was going to be lots of food, dancing and partying. Matthew had made sure that his men and their families had clothes. I heard the wife’s loved their new dresses. It was so great. Mom said to me, are you going to the wedding? I said, no. I am going to take care of the twins while you and the girls go. I said, this is Scott’s day and I don’t want anything to distract from it. Some people are not happy with what happened between me and him. Mom agreed. She said, many people watched Scott grow up and want tomorrow to be a day for him and his wife to remember. I agreed. The whole place was going to be covered with party things and food. Matthew showed at lunch. Everyone was so excited. Talking about how great tomorrow was going to be. Matthew was very attentive and sweet. Constantly hugging and kissing me. I think he was worried I was going to miss Scott. I didn’t miss him but felt bad about leaning on him when Matthew was gone. I felt I took advance of his kindness and he was left with the short end of the stick. I couldn’t help but be excited about tomorrow seeing everything that was going on. Matthew took the kids swimming and the whole day was just nice. Matthew said, there would be no run tomorrow and maybe I would want to sleep in. I said that would be nice but the kitchen told everyone to come to breakfast on time or they would miss breakfast. He said, ok. I forgot how busy the kitchen was. He asked if I had smelled what was going on in the kitchen. I said, yes. If the house smelled like that everyday I would be 300 lbs. He said, me too. We stayed inside for dinner and watched kids movies in the family room for the kids. Mom wanted to get them to bed early. I slept good.