2/27/2019
Don’t read this if you haven’t seen the movie Glass. I hate being alone on Saturday night so I go to movies. Last Saturday night I just got up and went to watch Glass. I have always liked Bruce Willis movies but I didn’t like this one. It also made me wonder if there is a group out looking for people like me. In the movie, there is a group with a tattoo that goes around looking for people with special gifts and kills them. I have had a problem with a German group that I thought was looking for me. I don’t know if that group wanted to kill me or if they just want to find people like me to work for them. Hopefully, the next movie I go to will be better. I really like science fiction and action movies. I hope to go see Alita: Battle Angel next weekend.
Sam asked me to come over for dinner last night. We had a great time. He cooked, we ate and talked. Watched a little tv and then went to bed. It was at about 11 pm. I had forgotten about the time. I had to go to school today and Sam had to go to a meeting at work. Really too late for both of us. As soon as Sam shut the bedroom door he started kissing me. Running his hand under my blouse. He undid my bra and ran his hand under my bra on to my breast. His hand was so warm. He started putting his tongue as far down my throat as possible. He had one hand under my arm across my back and put the other one down my pants between my legs. I think he had forgotten we were in the bedroom and neither one of us was thinking about the bed. His tongue and hand felt so good. This tinging inside me wanted him inside me. He stopped all of a sudden. He kicked off his shoes, pulled his shirt off, pulled my shirt off and bra. He pulled his pants off and underwear off. I was standing with my back facing the bed and my legs against it. He put his hand back around my waist. He started kissing my neck and pushing his hard penis against my underwear. As he rubbed his penis against my bikini’s I thought it was going to go right through them. He wanted me so bad. He laid me back on the bed and removed them. He put his head between my legs and sucked on my colitis. Putting his tongue that had been deep in my mouth, now as deep as he could in my vagina. I could hardly stand it. I felt so good, the enjoyment, the pleasure, and ecstasy was so great. I thought I am going to come but I didn’t want to, I wanted it to last forever. He got up and got between my legs. He rubbed his penis up and down my colitis 3 or three times and then slide it in my vagina. He went up and down 3 or four times with his penis going as deep as possible. His shaft and balls rubbing against my colitis I came. I had the sheet clinched in each hand like it would be the end of the world if I let go. I came so hard and so long. The feeling was so incredible and then he came. We were both in this emotional delight. We both came so hard that I felt like it was a few minutes before it was over. Before he got up he kissed me and said I love you very very much. I looked at him thinking he must, to make me feel so good. That was so wonderful. He then said don’t run off I missed sleeping with you the other night. I miss the feeling of you next to me. I really need you to sleep next to me tonight. I replied, “I’ll be here when you get back.” He came back to the bed pulling me next to him. He had his arm around my back so my head was on his shoulder and my breast against his chest. His body was so warm. He said, ” I don’t want you to forget I love you.” I replied I’ll love too.” I fell asleep feeling so good. so warm and so loved.
The next morning when I woke up, I had slept so deeply all night, I wasn’t sure where I was. I put on my clothes, noticing Sam was not in bed. Still, in a daze, I went to the kitchen. At the table, Sam was all dressed for work and eating breakfast. I just stared at him for a moment. He looked at me and said, “Are you ok?” I said, “I don’t know.” I went to the carport door near the table and went outside. At the end of the carport. I thought where am I? I turned left walked to the corner. Looking around still in a daze, I looked up and down the street. I was still thinking where an I? I need to go home. I then thought I can go home and popped or jumped. I was in my bedroom at home. I looked around my bedroom. I thought I’m fine. I better get ready for school. Sam called and asked me if I was ok. I said, “I’m fine. Why do are you asking?” “Well for one thing,” he said, “You have never used the door before and another thing I didn’t get my good by a kiss. I was afraid you were mad at me when you left.” “I,m sorry,” I said, “I guess I haven’t slept that good in years. I am always on edge. I lost my bearings. I love you too and I will be sure and give you your kiss next time I see you. Love ya”