MONDAY MAY 29

The baby woke me up around 3:30am. He didn’t wake me at 11:30pm. He has started sleeping through the night which is really nice. I didn’t think it would happen so soon but now I feel great since I slept all night. Well more than usually. When I finished taking care of him he fell back asleep and I put him in his bed. He is so beautiful and growing so fast. A text came across my phone. It was Matthew and it said, I am so sorry about what I said. I was just trying to make you jealous and don’t want any other woman but you. I thought since I was gone you might be eyeing someone else. I texted back, do you mean Fred? Matthew texted, who the hell is Fred? I texted, I don’t know. Just wanted to bug you like you bugged me. Matthew texted, I really do love and miss you. Jean says when Serena wakes up he wants her to know he loves and misses her. I texted, I will check to see if she is wake. Are you two back in the same room. Matthew texted, yes. I texted, will get back to you in a few minutes. I gently woke Mom and told her Serena and I were going to my room to talk to Matthew and Jean. She said she would watch the kids. I gently woke up Serena and asked her to follow me into the bathroom where we shut the door. I told her that Matthew was texting me and that Jean wanted her to know he loved her. She said she messed him very much. I said to her, come give me a big hug. I want to show you something I learned when working with P.O.W.s. I raised my arms up and she rapped her arms around me. I then put my arms around her and jumped. We ended up between the two beds. I let go of Serena who was now looking around the room. Matthew saw me and gave me a big smile. Jean looked to see Serena. He stood up out of bed stark naked. Serena and I just kind of giggled. Jean said where did you come from? I said, she came with me and mum is the word. Jean understood and took Serena’s clothes off and took her under the sheets with him. Matthew excitedly did the same thing with me. Matthew said, we only have a half hour and we have to get up so let me do all the talking. Under the sheets he got down between my legs and started licking my clitoris’s. I wanted to laugh with joy but couldn’t do anything. I was in instant enjoyment. He then put his tongue in my vagina. All I wanted to do was scream with excitement but couldn’t. I had to be quite. He stopped and came up to me and said you taste different. I whispered like what? He said, sweet pink lemonade maybe? I have been trying to figure out what it is. Not the normal honey taste. Did you put something down there? I whispered, no. Then he went back to business. He sucked on my breast while he put his fingers inside me. Then he stopped and whispered, those taste the same. Then he put himself inside me. OMG that felt so good. He moved slowly up and down, nibble or my ear and sucked on my neck. I was lost. There was no world except the two of us under the sheet. He had me under his spell with the slow up and down. In and out. All of a sudden we came both at the same time. It was so unbelievable good neither one of us could move for a few minutes. After ward he wanted me on his shoulder with his arm around me. I was thinking I can’t believe I was born with the ability to go where ever I wanted. I couldn’t believe that this wonderful man loved me so much and was my husband. Life was so good. The alarm went off and Matthew said you have to go and gave me this wonderful kiss. I got up and grabbed my clothes. Serena was looking at me and I said, I have to go the bathroom, how about you? Both of us grabbed our clothes and my phone and ran in the bathroom. We were both so happy. We peed, got dressed and jumped. We came out of the bathroom as Mom’s alarm was going off for us to get up. I hugged Serena and said it is so great to have you as my friend. She said, the same here.

When my head hit the pillow Monday night I thought what a wonderful life.