MONDAY JANUARY 15

The baby nurse woke me and said Mom had just texted that I needed to get up to go to the clinic for my checkup. I told her thankyou. I got up and got ready. The doctor likes me to come before I eat. Mom showed with the double stroller and Cindy. I thanked the baby nurse by and we were off to the clinic. The nurse at the front desk took us to a room and another nurse did the standard testing on me including having me pee in a cup. I weighed a few pounds less than last month right after I had the kids. That was great. Then a baby doctor and baby nurse came in. They  weighed the kids, did other test and exams. He then said the kids were looking good and ask if I was having any trouble with milk. I said no but, might start having a problem as they get bigger. He told the nurse to go get some formula. He told me I could add the formula when I thought they were not getting enough to eat. They then left. The nurse who did my test said she was going to get me ready for an exam and asked if Mom and Cindy were staying. I told the nurse it was fine with me if Mom stayed but I asked Cindy if she would mind going outside. So Mom just sat with the kids and Cindy went out. My doctor came in and took a look down there. She then  said, everything looks good. I said, so does that mean I am good for play time? She smiled really big and said, I usually like patients to wait until 6 weeks or more but it should be ok. No ruff stuff and if you experience any pain, stop and come in. We will check out the problem. I was smiling from ear to ear and said, yes! The doctor wrote on my chart and then left. The nurse said, you can go. You are done. Make an appointment at the front desk for the babies next check up. I made an appointment for all the kids because my other two needed their check ups. Mom, the babies, Cindy and I headed for breakfast. I was starved and felt great. We meet Amy with Hunter and Wyatt at breakfast. At breakfast Matthew was not there. I missed him, so I texted him that I loved him very much and the babies passed their check up with flying colors. Matthew was happy about that. He also texted, he would not be home today since it was a holiday and Carlson was not coming back until late. He also texted that Connor had heard from his friend in Alaska. That they were taking his friends wife out of ICU and that when his wife was released from the hospital they were coming here to live. That Conners friend was going to work with Conner on the new training center. I texted back that that was great news. I was feeling good but this  made me feel even better. The rest of the day was good and I went right to sleep when my head hit the pillow.

TUESDAY JANUARY 16 I woke up and it was 2:30am. Matthew was sleeping in his pillow and naked. I needed to get up and pee but was just looking at him. 6 foot 3 inches and maybe 220 pounds. He looked so good. It had been so long since we had been loving together. The desire to get on top of him and have him inside me was really strong. I was thinking how happy I was. I had a great husband, 4 beautiful children, a mother-in-law that was great and people to help me. I wanted to cry with happiness. I was so high on happiness. Matthew opened one eye and looked at me with this grin. He then said, my balls were sweating. I had to take a shower and then I couldn’t stand wearing anything. I hope it was ok? I remembered when he would keep the room cold at night which made for great sleeping. I said, I totally understand. I have thought often of ripping off these pajamas. I have got to go pee. I went pee and while in the bathroom I took all my clothes off. I came out of the bathroom naked thinking I had been given the go from the doctor. I walked a couple to steps toward the bed with my back to Matthew. I said as I wiggled my fanny, guess what I got today? Matthew looked at me as I took a few more steps closer to the bed and wiggled my fanny. Matthew patted on the bed and said, come over here and tell me. I turned around and got in bed. Matthew said, what did you get? I said, I got the ok from the doctor to have some contact comfort. Matthew took my hand and kissed it. He said, that’s great but, if I don’t go back to sleep I will never get up in the morning. Just then his penis stood straight up, hard as a rock. He looked down at it and we both smiled really big. Matthew said, well maybe a quickie. I smiled so he rolled over and started kissing me. Oh, his kisses were so nice and his hand down there felt so good. I remembered his strong manly hands. When he put a couple of fingers in my vagina it felt really good. I was really enjoying having him back. When he put one hand on each inside thigh to move my legs apart I thought, I was going to come. His hands were so warm and felt so good. I had missed him so much. I had really missed the pleasure and happiness he gave me. I then thought this is going to go well. He got between my legs and put himself inside me. The urge to come was building up. Oh, god he felt so good. I don’t think it was 60 seconds before I came. But when I came it was small. I had thought since it had been so long since we had sex it would be fireworks. It must be because I am still recovering from the delivery. It still felt really good. Matthew then came and we were done. Matthew said, Oh wow that was so good, but next time I want to make real love to you. I smiled really big, he gave me another really great kiss and said, I have to go clean up and get back to sleep. He was off to the bathroom and I looked at that great butt and that beautiful tattoo on his back. His bruises were gone and his muscles were back. He was looking more and more like my Matthew every day. I grabbed some Kleenex tissues, cleaned up and covered up with the sheet. He came back to bed and my eyes watered. He said, is everything ok? I said, yes. Everything is more that ok. I am so happy. I have a great life. I have a wonderful husband and father to my children. A mother-in-law who is great and everything I need. I never dreamed my life could be so wonderful. He leaned over and gave me a kiss. He then said, I am happy that you are happy. I love you very much. You should go back to sleep. I said, I love you too. Good night. He said, good night and shut his eyes. I thought this is only Tuesday. This is going to be a wonderful week. After he got up and took his shower he woke me. I needed a shower before I got dressed for breakfast. When Mom and Cindy showed. Cindy finished helping Amy get Hunter and Wyatt ready. Matthew took my hand and we all headed for breakfast. Mom had Hunter and Wyatt between her and Matthew. I had the babies on my left side with Cindy and Amy. Matthew had this love struck look in his eyes. He kept holding and kissing my right hand. It was great. I was beaming with happiness. When someone would bring me something I would thank them and tell them how great it was. After breakfast Matthew stood up and had me stand up so he could put his arms around me and kiss me. He said he had to go and would be back at dinner. He said, I love you so much it is so hard to pull myself away but I have to. He gave me another big hug and kiss. He said, by to Mom and he was off. Everyone at the table was watching us. We decided to go to the family room to see if any cartoons were on this morning. The road runner was on. The faces Hunter would make when something would happen to the road runner was priceless. I really wanted to know what she was thinking. Wyatt insisted on sitting on my lap when I didn’t have a baby. In the afternoon, Cindy and Amy took Hunter and Wyatt to their swing set and slide outside our bedroom door. They loved it. Hunter would laugh when Cindy would push her on the swing. I did my exercises and the kids and I had a really good nap. Matthew showed at dinner. His eyes were red. He said it was from reading a lot. After dinner he looked really tired so I suggest he go hit the sack. He went to bed early. When I went to bed I tried not to disturb him. Sometime in the middle of the night he woke me to hand me a baby. Overall it was a great day.