I woke up around 2 am. When I opened my eyes Matthew was there with the baby. Hunter and everyone was sleeping quietly. I shut my eyes and went back to sleep. The baby woke me up a little after 4am. I opened my eyes and Matthew was gone. The baby was born March 2. He was a month old now and looking good. I was so happy. For a minute I wondered if seeing Matthew at 2am wasn’t real. I got up and took care of the baby and after I put him back in bed. I decide to sit in the chair and read something. After a while I decided to take a shower and wash my hair. It wasn’t long Mom was up and we need to get ready for breakfast. This was the day I was to go see Jean. Matthew showed at breakfast and everyone was happy to see him. The kitchen staff gave him a plate with some of Hunter’s food. Hunter was so excited to see daddy. After breakfast Matthew took my hand and led me in a room like an office but there was nothing on the desk. I don’t think anyone was using the room. Matthew said, I brought you in here to talk about you about dreams. Have you had anymore? I said, No I have been sleeping really well. Matthew said, If you have any dreams I need you to tell me about them right away. I replied, Ok, no problem. Your dream helped me to find a serious security problem that we are correcting. I said, that’s great. Mathew put his arms around me and said, I love you very much. When my time frees up I will spend more time with you. He was rubbing against me like something was going to happen. He gave me a big kiss like he didn’t want to leave. Mathew said, Ok, If I am not around you can tell Jean. Like you did the other day. I shook my head yes. He took my hand and lead me out of the office shutting the door. Matthew gave me another big kiss and said he had to go. I went to find Mom in the Livingroom. Mom and I talked for a while and then I went to see Jean.
When I showed up there was another woman there. It was Daniela. She brought a smile to my face. Jean said, I think you know Daniela? I replied, Yes. Jean said, she is going to join us. I replied, This is great. Jean said, I am going to start with Qigong and Tia Chi until I get equipment. Daniela was a wonderful person. It was like having a sister do this with me. We spent an hour following Jean’s instruction. Then he said, we will meet here tomorrow at 9:30am. I said, Yes I will be here. Daniela said she would be here also.
I went back to moms. Took care of the baby and played with Hunter. Hunter seems to really love the baby. She kissed him on his for head. I told Cindy she could go if she wanted, I was going to spend the rest of the day with Mom and the kids.
Matthew showed at dinner and I thought Hunter was going to jump out of her high chair. When Matthew put her in his lap she was all over him. Giving him kisses. She was saying something before daddy, I think she was saying my daddy. When she was eating she keep trying to feed Matthew. She really kept us entertained during the whole meal. Matthew was so happy. Matthew was hugging her and kissing her. I gave Matthew the baby in his right hand and he had Hunter on his left knee. Matthew said to Hunter, this is your baby brother. Hunter would point at the baby and then take her hand and put it flat against her chest a couple of times. She would then say what sounded like hu-ba-ba. I think she was saying my baby. Matthew said, what? And she did it again. Matthew looked at me and then said to Hunter, Your baby? Hunter shook her head yes and pointed to her self. Matthew said, This is your baby? And again Hunter shook her head yes. Matthew turned to me with a smile and said, You heard her this is her baby. I kind of laughed. Wyatt was her baby.
After dinner Matthew pulled me aside and said that he hopped to finish with a lot of things and wanted to know if I could pump some breast milk so we could sleep up stairs together one night. I said that wouldn’t be a problem. He also ask how class went with Jean and Daniela. I replied, It’s great. Daniela is so smart. It is really nice to have her in class with me. He said, Jean said he needed two people and I thought she would be a good choice. She said she was excited to work with you also. Matthew showed up at bed time and again Hunter was so happy. It was a good day. Every time I turn around I need to feed the baby but its kind of normal now. I don’t think about it. Whether I am eating, reading, talking to someone or sleeping I just pick up the baby and put him up to my breast and feed him, burb him, change him or anything else with him. It just seems so normal now. I sleep really well through the night just waking to feed the baby and take care of him. I then go back to sleep. He is so good only cries when he needs something. Can’t believe it has only been month.