I am just Depressed.

06/25/2019 Movie Glass spoilier.

I have not been feeling good for awhile. Since last summer really. I also keep having these bouts of depression. I think depression is due to loneliness. Sure, when Mark or Jeff are at the house we usually mess around but we don’t really get along. For instance, Mark was supposed to pick me up and take me to the company doctor and help me get some of my pay but he hasn’t bothered to do that. They still have Margret and Marguerite around making it unsafe to be at the house. I heard Margret stole Marks computer and phone. Then sold it to the neighbor lady who is also illegal and who also knew where she got it. She sells info to the Mexican Maffia. Which one I don’t know. When Mark found out he went to the neighbor and demanded his stuff back. When she wouldn’t give it back, they said he saw it on a table so he opened the door went in and got with his phone. On the way out the police meet him and the women had him arrest for stealing his computer. At the station, he had no problem proving it was his phone and he marks all his stuff. So inside the battery compartment was his info. Since he works at different places for the FBI he has to mark everything. They let him go and he wanted the neighbor arrested for stealing his stuff but I haven’t seen that yet. I feel like a sitting duck over there and not much better at my house.

I went to see the movie Glass with Bruce Willis. When I get too depressed I go to the mall and usually end up watching a movie. It usually takes my mind off these concerns I have, but this time it didn’t work. At the end of the movie, there was this woman with a tattoo on her wrist. She brought several other people with her. The group tracks people that have special abilities and eliminates them. It made me wonder if their really was a group that did that. I wondered if that is why I have not found another person or heard of another person like me. I have seen movies with people who are jumpers, so the writer might have heard of them. The house has been attacked 3 times by groups I thought were from Germany or somewhere in Europe. But I didn’t really know who they were or why. I suffer from this loneliness. I guess singles do, but watching the movie about this group that tracks down people has really gotten under my skin. Last year when I was going with Jeff nothing bothered me so I guess I just need to find another boyfriend.