Every Night is Worse than the Last.

This is a diary.  My diary that I am going to share with you. Hopefully, as time goes, I will get better at writing and I can write things quickly as they happen so I don’t forget a lot before I can write it down.

It’s been quiet today. David is gone. We were only together about 3 weeks to a month. He showed up at the house. An ex-military guy in his 40s. He had 6 other guys with him which had been a member of his group for quite a long time. He would plan these job that he got from the government or governments and they would accomplish jobs that no one else could. 

He made quite an entrance when he came. Mary came in an told me someone was coming to see me.  Someone from the agency. She said,” put on this dress and I will do your hair.” I kept asking who is coming and is it about a job. All she would say is it’s a guy, he is coming to see you and you have to look just right. I loved the dress, so I shut up. It was a beautiful white renaissance dress. I had never had a renaissance dress before. I loved it. Deedee came and said he is here you need to come out front.

Down the hall and out the front door. When I went outside, I saw this wonderous black horse come down the street with a knight in armor.

Wow. When the horse came up on the lawn it stopped, and the knight dismounted. The knight gave the reins to a man in military fatigues to hold.  The knight then walked up to me, raised his visitor and said I am David. I have come to ask for your hand. At the time, I seem to be frozen and all I could do was look at him. Couldn’t speak or move. He took his helmet off and handed that to another guy in fatigues.

He then got down on one knee with a ring in his hand and said, ” I have come to ask for your hand.” I think he could tell I couldn’t move, and I think I looked pretty stupid staring.  But this wasn’t happening it only happens on the TV. Beside who was this guy. Was it a joke, a play, a punk? Where did he get that horse, it’s 2018?” Since everyone knew he was coming they must know who he is and what’s going on.  He reached out and took my hand and said,” Will you be my wife?” All I could muster up was a head nod for yes. He then placed the ring on my finger. I had a problem not staring at him. You see he was fuckin stunning. I mean stunning.

Looked like a guy on the cover of a modern romance novel. He then rose and took off his chest plate off. Handed it to another guy. I was still wondering who he is, where did he come from and what’s happening. If you said, “he showed up and swept you off your feet”. You would be correct that is what happened.

He then took my hand and said, “let’s go in the house.”  We went in and I sat down at the kitchen table while he went into a bedroom and took the rest of the knight uniform off. He came out to the kitchen table sat down, took my hand with the ring on it and kissed my hand. I looked him up and down, thinking where I have seen a guy that looked that fabulous. Maybe in a movie, maybe a gladiator movie. Where did they find this guy? He was so stunning. Tall with muscles and ripples everywhere they are supposed to be.  That’s the way it began with David. That’s how I meet David and now only 3 to 4 weeks later he is gone.