2/22/2019
I got back to the house about 10:30pm last night. Sam was there. He had quit earlier in the day because I touched him and they ask him to take those two women back. I felt really bad about touching him without his permission. One of the women kept trying to touch him when he was there before and so he reported them. When he came back he told everyone no advances and never touch me without my permission. Oh and never ever go in my bedroom. I couldn’t blame the women for being attracted to him, he’s got to be the best looking Japanese guy I have ever seen. Could be in the movies and must be very smart with all those degrees, in engineering, psycology and I don’t know what else. Five all together he said. I apologize and tried to tell him I wasn’t myself. I told him I was glad he was at the house and in charge. It was always in chaos there. Lisa was always trying get people to follow the rules but no one would listen. Now that he was there and Lisa would back him up maybe he could get the place under control.
I had gone by Sonic and got their chili special because they sent a coupon on my phone. I also got the oreo’s and I had a packaged salad I picked up at school. I poured the chili over the salad as dressing. It was good. I don’t know if its better than Wendy’s. Certainly smaller. The oreo’s were too sweet. Too much sugar. Sam didn’t approve at all and was not happy with my food choice. Sam said,”I told you, you were not eating right. That is one of the main reasons you are not feeling well, but I guess you were not listening to me.” He went on, “if you are hunger call ahead and we will make you something to eat.” He was definitely right. Anyone else who saw what I was eating didn’t approve. The food did taste great but good food for me might have tastde just as good because I was hungry.
I had a good day at school and went to bed. Around 4:30 am I woke up with my lips cracked and so thirsty I could drink a lake. I got up, put on this robe that was on a chair and when to the kitchen to get water. I opened the cabinet and took out a glass. I then open the fridge to see if there was a water pitcher. Sam came in and said, ”What are you doing up?” I turned to him with this sick look on my face,” I am very thirsty, just wanted some water.” Margarite came in saying, “What’s happening?” I replied, ”I was just thirsty’ and want some water.” Margarite spoke again,” I am not surprised I just walked past your room and all this hot air is coming out. You have it way too hot in there.” I looked at her. I was awake now but felt very weak. I said, “I was cold, very cold.” Sam then proceeded to tell me that I had someone else’s glass and that was wrong. He opened the cabinet and showed me that everyone had their own coffee cup, glass, plates, bowls, with different designs. No one was allowed to use someone else’s. He put the one I had back and took the one out he said was mine. He then showed me a machine on the counter. You push this for hot and this for the cold. He handed me the water. I said, ”Thank you.” I drank it down right away it tasted good. I asked Marguerite if David had called today. That I really need some contract comfort. Sam said, ”Let me see your hand.” He took my hand and looked at it. It was pale and looked fragile. He then said, ”They say you cannot maintain position when you jump.” I replied,” Yes since I have been sick I can’t maintain position or even jump.” Marguerite spoke, ”I am not surprised. David has messed up her head. He always wanted to be the macho man, be in charge of everything and have a wife he could take care of. He didn’t like it because she was so strong and could do the jobs by herself. That is the reason she is pregnant. She wants him back. Plus the guys in charge want a baby to study, this is what has messed her up.” I spoke up, ”I know he wants the baby. I heard him talking to someone that he wanted the baby but not me. That I was too much of a responsibility. Ok but I really want contact comfort from, David. I can’t sleep.” Sam looked at me and said,” That’s not what you want. You want to satisfy the craving, the hunger you have. David’s not good for you.” He took my hand again and said let’s go and take care of this. As we were going to the bedroom, I was saying, ”What?”
He took me to the bedroom, shut the door. Turned the temperature way down. Took my robe off, pushed me on the bed and took off his pants and shirt off. Boy, he was even better looking naked then with his clothes on. Muscles. Wow those beautiful muscles. One of the girls said he goes out on the patio by the pool everyday and use the weights out there. She said he told her marines have to stay in shape, even when they are not on the base. He had this perfect penis. Circumcised, didn’t see any scares, the head looked perfectly rounded in perfect proportion to the shaft. Perfect color, smooth, beautiful balls on each side and it looked to maybe eight inches long. He must have wondered why I was staring as I thought, is there anything about this man that isn’t perfect? I had always heard that Japanese men had small penises, but then he was only part Japanese. I looked at him puzzled and said, “We aren’t going to, you know?” That was a stupid question. I mean he had his clothes off. He got in between my legs, pushed up my nightshirt and was taking off my pink bikini pants when he said, ”Yes we are. I am going to show you its not David you want.” I then said, “Well this doesn’t work unless I love you?” He put his hands on my breast and started playing with my nipples. “Hum,” he said. I looked at him in question. “Nice, he said, “your nipples are a beautiful pink and your skin is soft a like a baby’s. You feel really good.” He said, “Don’t worry this will make you feel much better.” You could tell he really liked my nipples as he started licking and sucking them. I was thinking this must be what friends with benefits is like. His hands were so warm but I was still thinking this isn’t going to work. All of a sudden he kissed me on the mouth and then said,” Relax you are too tense. Just enjoy it.” I thought, I am going to have to concentrate if this is going to feel good at all. Then he put his head in between my legs. He put his tongue in my vagina and started licking up over my colitis. It felt really good. Oh so good. In my vagina and up and down over my colitis. I think that is were I and started relaxing, forgetting where I was. He put his fingers in my vagina moving in and out and sucking on my colitis. My back started arching. I wanted more. Suddenly I didn’t realize where I was at all. I was lost in this trance-like state of ecstasy. He stopped with his tongue and took his penis head and rubbed it across my colitis two or three times and then slide it into my vagina. I can’t explain how good it felt. He penis rubbing against the walls of my vagina. His shaft and balls rubbing against my colitis. My hips want to move up and down with him like they were afraid his penis was going to leave. The way he moved up and down and maybe around. The feeling was so fantastic. I then came. Oh, I came so good, so hard I couldn’t open my eyes. When I did, I saw a small smile on his face and you could see that when I came he felt the tightening around his penis and it must have felt really good to him. I then realized I was clutching the sheets with both hands. He kept going moving up and down and I could still feel some of that feeling I felt when I came. I thought am I going to come again. He then came and you could tell he came really good also. After a little bit he said to me, ”That was really great, fantastic.” I replied, “Yes it was fantastic. Thank you.” Sam got up went in the bathroom and cleaned up. When he came out I was sitting on the side of the bed. He was putting back on his clothes and saying, ”I want you to go back to sleep and let me know if anything else is bothering you.” “Ok,” I replied and went in the bathroom to clean up. Went back to bed feeling really great and slept really good. I woke the next morning feeling great. The best I had felt in a long while. Not weak, hungry and no aches or pains.