Everything seem to be back on track. I got up about 4:30am and feed the baby. He did want to go back to bed and he was so cute. This morning we returned to the pool. Mom said she really missed the water when the weather was so nice. It was also great to have Daniela and Jack back. Serena really enjoyed the kids but kept holding her head at times. She seem to still be feeling bad. Scott pricked my finger before breakfast to check my blood sugar. It hurt like hell. I think he did that on purpose. I wanted to laugh because I think he is still mad about the other night. Almost all of us went to morning class. It was great to get back into the same routine. We were watching TV in the family room after dinner and Superman and Lois came on. His mom died and it made me think. I don’t remember my mom and dad. I don’t even remember my childhood. Its like my life just started one day. Where did I come from? Was I grown in a lab or am I from somewhere else like Superman. It really hurts not to know where you came from. I am going to have to have a talk with Matthew when he gets back and see if he can tell me. I feel human and I have feelings like everyone else. I look human and bleed just like everyone else. I think I will ask the doctor next Monday. I want my kids to remember their childhood and especially there dad. He is wonderful. The show was really heavy and brought questions I never had before. What if Wyatt starts jumping. Will I be able to find him? So many questions I never had before. In the afternoon Scott took me and Serena to the gym. I was back in the room putting the kids to bed around 8:30pm when I had to throw-up. I went to the bathroom and said to myself lets get this over with. I leaned over the toilet and was able to throw-up. Mom came in to go to bed and I gave her a big hug. I said, thankyou for being a great Mom and for being such a wonderful grandmother to the kids. I love you very much. She said, I love you too. In bed I thought take care of the baby, go to class and the gym, throw-up right away so I can go to bed and the next several months will be great.
At the monastery two more people we missing. That meant we were down to 12. At least they walked out, they didn’t have to be carried. They put us in two lines of six. You had one minute with person in front of you and then you rotate. Matthew beat everyone except the two people from his group. He didn’t let them win but, he didn’t beat them either he made it a draw. There were a couple people in the group that lost every challenge. Matthew thought they will not be here tomorrow. Things were starting to get really hard. Jean liked that because he said, he would only get better if he had a challenge.